Am I my DD character?

[Great Tower]

well she is certainly me since I created her.

 

and we are the same, she is just MORE of me, letting herself actualize the things I dream about (both as me-real-life-me and her-character)

 

what if I would actually behave more like her? Since I already spend most of my waking hours (and sleeping hours as far as I remember) DD'ing about being her...

 

would I loose myself? or would I eventually be able to be myself? could I merge these two worlds of mine into one, ridding myself of this addiction?

 

where to draw the line?

 

 

[J Noland]

I've always wondered who the real me is as opposed to if I am one (or several) of my characters. It's hard to explain but before I discovered these MD sites I was very confused about my self identity, well I'm still confused. I realize now that I'm scattered into my different dd's but I just can't see a complete person. The "me" that interacts with people in real life feels fake and forced.

[roxanne]

I once drew up a list of characteristics of my DD characters who represented me.  They differ, especially over the years, but a lot remains the same.  I then compared these recurring traits with my best traits.  They matched up about 50% - especially along lines of values, interests, intelligence.  (I see these as my core traits.)  My looks & talents, not so much, a lot more variance there.

[Danni Indzi]

I used to be a lot like that. I used to pretend to be the main character in my dreams while walking to school and I'd pretend to talk to other DD characters who were walking with me. It was like the Real World and the imaginary one fit perfectly together and I could handle that. Now its more like she's my friend and in return for creating her, she lets me observe her life (which is way more exciting than mine). 

 

It gets difficult sometimes when I just randomly smile because I dreamt about something funny. This happens most of the time and I suspect people are starting to notice.