Accepting what/who I am

[deadgirl]

My opinions may change as I learn more but I have tried to change in the past and suffered for it. I like being a dreamer and I very seldom miss being with other people. I have been a dreamer forever. I think it helps me cope with my life atm.

 

How it helps is mainly with my paintings and writing. Also I learn more by being on the internet than going to libraries. That is how I found this website which I love. Actually I believe I was drawn here by some mysterious connection :)  Since in my belief everything and everyone has a connection in life and even death. We are never alone in reality.

 

Another nice thing is youtube where i have found so many songs that have meanings for me. I search youtube with words just like I search on google. I have found so many songs that I never knew existed because they are before I was born. Example below :)

 

 

 

peace out

[deadgirl]

Thanks greyartist :) I hope you are not sad from not being able to paint.

 

I day dream while i am painting maybe because it is digital art but it helps me to see. I daydream about what i am painting if that makes sense.

[greyartist]

Welcome. I'm glad to hear that your daydreams help with your paintings, I'm an artist also but my dreaming keeps me from painting. I agree about Youtube, you can find just about anything on there.

[Jennifer]

Hey again!

I completely understand your shyness...I am the same way. :O Haha, I am glad as well that there are teens like me, it's always reassuring to know us as teens are not alone. Love this site. :)

[deadgirl]

Jennifer, Thanks for the welcome. I am shy so it will take me a while to get used to everyone. btw I am so glad there are teens like me here. And adults ofc :)

 I have my bio here if anyone is interested.

[Jennifer]

Hello, I am Jennifer. :) I think I started out the same as you did, or at least very similar. :)

Welcome to this site. It is great to have more of us. Thank  God for this site. :)