A newbie intro...

[Patrick]

I am not sure I am liking realizing I may have this MD but know I need to do something about it, I don't dream about other things movie, characters etc.. Just myself and life situations playing out over and over in different ways and I can't seem to function outside of my head, things are piling up work, I can't seem to find interest in friends or being social I have been like since childhood. its lonely and impossible to form a relationship/friendship when I am constantly in my mind. I have wasted most of my weekend pacing around my house between lying in bed, working out on my gym and hot baths all the while dreaming of being somewhere else with someone else. I am exhausted.

[JJ]

Hi Patrick, I completely understand where you are coming from.  It's hard for me to make friends too, as I seem to be more interested in the imaginary world going on in my head, rather than the real world.  And, you are right..it's a very lonely world.