For years, I've been working on writing my daydream down, in the hopes that getting it out onto the page would eventually help me tell it to my therapist. Last year, I gave him a written outline of my heroine's life. Recently, I've talked to him about less cringeworthy parts of the daydream. And now, after several sessions of just talking about what it feels like to think about telling him the whole thing--and weeks of practice just uttering difficult sentences aloud--I finally took…