Warning : This will be a very long post but please bear with it.

I have had MD since I was 8 ( or maybe younger I don't really remember) My journey of recovery can be described in 3 stages.

1) The first stage : This is when I knew I was MDing and also knew that it is causing a lots of problems in my social and academic life. I wanted to stop doing it but did not know how to. So I used to think that once I fulfill all my wishes then my MD would be over. Because my innocent mind…