As a fellow person with MD, I know how vivid the fantasies can be; I also know that some people cope with their struggle through a variety of art mediums. As a project, I was intending to create an online art gallery to exhibit some of it. For anyone who is gifted artistically, and has a voice they would like to share, feel free to share your work with me. So far, this is in the planning stage (I don't know how far I'm going to take it yet), but I'd like to see if anyone is interested in it.…

I feel like Cassandra. But, I also feel like Fiona, Stokeleiyn, Astrid, Hanna, and about 5-10 other more minor characters. I feel as though I am these people, but that they are no part of me. I don't know if that makes sense. I don't really know how to articulate it correctly.

My therapist actually came up with "Maladaptive Daydreaming/Compulsive Fantasy" while google searching the symptoms that I explained to her. Funny. I spent several years doing that, and she comes up with it in a day. Go figure. She asked me if I would ever consider stepping out of my creative world and into reality completely. I said that I would like to manage it better and then move on from there. To tell you the truth, I'm not sure that I would KNOW how to be Cassandra anymore. I'm so…