It's my 8th day without MD. I had a weird dream and then I tried to stop. 

Now a few days have passed. 

My brain says it wasn't that bad, you can live with it. Return to it. …

Hello everyone,

I discovered this site a year ago. Until then I didn't know what MD was and it shocked me to my core. I was not alone, but i didn't change anything and I ignored everything I read and continued.

A brief summary of my demon (as I call him). I am successful, respected, loved. I have a job that I don't have in real life.

I keep imagining the same situation. Everyone admires me, I'm important. The situation varies in relation to the person. It depends on who…