I'm so tired of being between worlds.

[littleschrodinger'scat]

              I feel like I am in between my daydream world and reality.  I can see everything that goes on in the worlds but I am not there (physically for my daydream world, mentally/emotionally in reality). I just wish that I could become a part of my world. There isn't anything special about reality. I don't feel like part of the world. I feel like everybody is able to make connections with others, but I can't.  In my world there is an honest, true  bond between the characters.  I truly feel something for  my characters. I feel connected to everything in it, yet like it is all very faint, because I cannot actually reach it.

              I am so out of touch with the real world. I get so lost in my daydreams that I can't remember full days, unless something exceptionally good/bad happens.  I felt very sad this Christmas. I didn't feel like it was actually happening. I wasn't able to feel much excitement, I just felt very dull.

[greyartist]

You described the way I feel too. It seems the real emotions, love, compassion, desire, excitement, etc are in the DD world and the physical you is just a shell. 

[Jenna]

:( I feel that way at times especially this week. I hate that feeling.