I’ve developed a set of very strange characteristics that may be perceived as recklessness or defeatism by others for example:- interacting with real humans carries risks that my daydreams don’t so I avoid it- automatically prefer instant gains over hard work and achievement- consideration of an actions consequences is cursory, if that- fear of death and sense of danger are numbed- I can’t feel anything negative, and whenever I do it only adds texture to my daydreams. Otherwise it’s just…See More