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Maybe it's stupid but I'm gonna try ...

It must be a dumb thing to tell yourself that you will start quitting on the 1st day of the month, on the first day of the year etc. but I don't know what else to do. Also it's quite obvious that quitting seems so real because of the fact that I have spent the whole day dancing and DD and I don't have such a strong urge to do it at this moment. But I will soon. I'm determined, but so have I been before, but who knows, maybe this time it WILL work? And if I fail I still got the - "New Years resolution" kinda of chance. Let's hope it won't get to that. Seems stupid to just hope that I will quit like that, but I'm trying. Of course I can't cut out all the DD, but I need to cut out the dancing+DD because that thing takes all my precious time away from me and I can't take it no more. Hoping on your support :) I will keep updating on how it's going of course. So ... here where I live it's November 30th, 9:17 PM and I could still DD for a bit until it's a new day,but I'm choosing not to, I know that I will be able to ... for this evening.
Uhhh .... I don't believe that I will be able to do it,but hell with it, I'm gonna try. So the goal - from December 1st NO DD+dancing action for 4ever. Let's hope for the best and that my DD doesn't find other ways to be so obsessive and time stealing as this dancing thing. I'm putting all of my last strength on this and I can only do it because I know that you are all standing here behind me, supporting me in your thoughts. Thank you all for that, thanks for this site! 2 years ago I managed to go for 40 days without DD+dancing and I think that the only factor why I fell back was because I was going mad and didn't have anybody to tell that about. This time it's different. No medication, no doctors, just my determination and you, guys. Wishing for the best right now...

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Comment by Cordellia Amethyste Rose on December 4, 2013 at 1:56pm

I've tried to just force myself to quit many times, and it never works.  You can't just force yourself not to daydream.  Have you tried any of the tips suggested along the right side of the main page?  It is possible to daydream less and possibly to quit, but not by just forcing yourself.  You have to find another method that works for you.  

Comment by Elīna on December 4, 2013 at 1:11pm

Update: It went really good, but I failed today, lost 3 hours of time and I don't even see a point trying anymore ... it's done, I can't do it, just can't .... it's stronger than me.

Comment by Elīna on November 30, 2013 at 3:39pm

Thank you :)

Comment by ShellyBelly on November 30, 2013 at 2:53pm

I am wishing you the best. The goal certainly sounds reasonable. Do let us know how it goes and give us a weekly update if you can. Best wishes. :-)

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