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What's been destroying you? Let's help each other: share. I've Been Feeling So Lonely...

Started Mar 17 0 Replies

So, this is the third post I've made so far in short succession. But I really need somebody to talk to. Right now, I'm feeling very lonely, very depressed, no appetite, no energy. I keep lulling into…Continue

Dealing with Insomnia Tips + A Few Questions

Started Mar 16 0 Replies

So, from my other post, you could probably tell I'm going through some deep depression from MDing...As I prepare to go to sleep, I'm writing these tips out for anyone else dealing with sleep…Continue

It's happening again. How can I prevent it?

Started this discussion. Last reply by B L Carlson Mar 16. 2 Replies

If you check my last post, I made it almost exactly a year ago, and well, I'm going through it again. This time it's disturbed my sleep the last two nights, and last night it was so hard to fall…Continue

Falling In Love With Fictional Characters

Started this discussion. Last reply by Kali_Maa May 4, 2016. 7 Replies

Has anyone here ever fallen in love with a fictional character, either one you made up or from existing media?This is something that happens every now and again, and for 3-5 days, I am stricken with…Continue

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Fallen Messenger commented on B L Carlson's blog post Still super sad... Does MD make you sad or happy or does it alternate?
"I think this sorta deal happens worth everybody, maladaptive daydreamers and people who don't have or alike. Sure, it may seem to worse for us because we spend so much time alone, isolated. But i believe your busy depressed in general and…"
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OhMyMagenta commented on B L Carlson's blog post Still super sad... Does MD make you sad or happy or does it alternate?
"Overall, I feel the majority of my daydreams create a sense of temporary euphoria & allow for me to explore things and meet new people. That said, I have had several instances where the daydreams turn much more macabre & have made me cry on…"
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Source commented on B L Carlson's blog post Still super sad... Does MD make you sad or happy or does it alternate?
"Problems have been building up outside your dream world while you weren't looking, and your MDD is no longer powerful enough to completely eclipse them and make you feel like everything is fine. Now you're spiraling towards the inevitable…"
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MatthewR commented on B L Carlson's blog post Still super sad... Does MD make you sad or happy or does it alternate?
"Yah, i know what you mean...when i leave my daydream I feel like i've been pulled away from myself, or like i'm leaving some part of 'me' behind. It's a very strange magnetic pull i feel, like when i finally confront real…"
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B L Carlson commented on B L Carlson's blog post Still super sad... Does MD make you sad or happy or does it alternate?
"it seems like the more I try to pull away, the more depressed and heartbroken I become, idk why, this has been such a sudden onset. I'm even considering going to see someone, anything to get me back to normal. Maybe I should just indulge all…"
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MatthewR commented on B L Carlson's blog post Still super sad... Does MD make you sad or happy or does it alternate?
"My daydreams used to be something i could enjoy and look forward to. Now, they are a nuisance, and I hate myself for wasting so much time. The problem is that it's very difficult to control myself when i slip into a dd. I feel like my brain is…"
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Still super sad... Does MD make you sad or happy or does it alternate?

I really need somebody to talk to. I've never felt this depressed and heavy-hearted before, and I'm very worried it's going to last a long time and get worse. As if, this is it: my MD has stopped being a coping mechanism, and it's now working against me. A melanchic reminder. Does anyone else go through this? Used to be my MDs make me happy, but now... How about you? Does it alternate for you guys?Also, another question: What effect do you think caffeine has on your MDing?Lately, I've been…See More
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B L Carlson replied to B L Carlson's discussion It's happening again. How can I prevent it?
"Thanks for the words--I think most of it is over. I can feel... myself oscillitating in this split between the worlds. An urge to jump back into reality, hard to explain. The next time my friend wants to hang out, I should definitely jump into it…"
Mar 16
optimistic replied to B L Carlson's discussion It's happening again. How can I prevent it?
":-((( It's hard when you feel like you're in love with someone from your daydream. I'm going through the same exact thing. I always fall in love with celebrities and it screws me over because the feeling of indulging in our made-up…"
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Still super sad... Does MD make you sad or happy or does it alternate?

Posted on March 18, 2017 at 11:38pm 7 Comments

I really need somebody to talk to. I've never felt this depressed and heavy-hearted before, and I'm very worried it's going to last a long time and get worse. As if, this is it: my MD has stopped being a coping mechanism, and it's now working against me. A melanchic reminder. Does anyone else go through this? Used to be my MDs make me happy, but now... How about you? Does it alternate for you guys?

Also, another question: What effect do you think caffeine has on your…

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