Today I told a friend that I discovered this site and it described an activity that I indulge in daily. It felt good to finally tell someone that I trusted. She seemed to be non judge mental. I doubt I will be telling everyone else any time soon.
Yesterday and today have been difficult because I am spending a lot of time online researching a public figure that is currently my main character. I am trying not to do this but it is difficult to resist. It's funny because if I read something negative about this person it is upsetting but yet I have to do it. It's so stupid, such a waste of my time but I can't stop doing it.
At least I am becoming more aware of the amount of time I spend doing this "hobby". I am making a conscious effort to stop. I try to keep busy.