Cordellia Amethyste Rose

44, Female

Portland, OR

United States

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  • Vaibhav

    Thanks!

  • Madelyn

    Thanks for accepting me! (In more ways than one!) :)
  • lynn wilson

    Im going to be back  in a bit. to keep checking out this page.

  • Karen Leigh

    thanks, I have just found your site and realized how amazing it is that I never knew what I have been doing all these years...

    does this mean that I have been approved for this site?

    K

  • Karen Leigh

    guess that answered that question...

  • Zoe Ridgway

    Hi Cordelia, I tried mailing this to you but ti didn't work :/ I just wanted to ask you another question about MD. When your day-dreaming quite heavily, would loud noises in reality disturb the day-dream, be incorporated into the DD, have no effect or does it cause something else?
    Yours sincerely,
    Zoe
  • Just Me

    Thanks!

  • khaoskristal

    Thank You!

  • Daniel K

    Glad to be hear and help support those who are struggling!

  • Miles

    Thank you for starting this site. This is great!!
  • Inside Out

    thanks! so glad i found this site. I thought I was the only one dealing with this. ive been so ashamed about it for so long...

  • Lt C

    Hi! I found you on YouTube a while back and for some reason my MD is just getting out of control. Just kinda need someone to talk to about it :) I just joined this site today as well as another called experience project. I am pretty excited that I found out there are lots of other ppl out there that have this same thing going on. Anyways if you have time just message me back we can swap stories :) My name is Tonya by the way :D

  • Neel

    thnx for adding

  • Neel

    thnx fr addin..feelin happy to join the family

  • Alpha Sowe

    Thank you I'm so happy I found this site!!

  • Katie Clark

    Thank you very much! I'm so relieved to find this place.

  • DRSAFIUR REHMAN

    Thank you very much , Cordellia,

    I am a retired neurosurgeon and interested in your work; will hopefully contribute constructive comments and share knowledge.

    Safi

  • Floris

    Thanks Cordellia. This website is much appreciated. Not sure how bad my own case is. But I'm curious why you cannot stand people: are they too boring?


    If I look back on school, it's important for me to realize that I was put in class with many people that were interested in things I did not care about at all, such as drinking and dancing in the disco. This alienated me, my worst experience was being in that disco...horrible.

    Partially it was a matter of finding like-minded people later in life, took a very long time. But it is important when connecting with somebody to let go of value judgments which is extremely hard if you loath some the things somebody loves or disapprove of lifestyle. I do like to psycho analyse other people...even when I hate them. They don't bore me unless they say nothing (or virtually nothing).

    For me it's like I'm growing more tolerant and interested in others but still the majority of people is extremely judgmental and women just disqualify me as a potential mate as soon as a hint of social awkwardness is discovered. It doesn't seem fair.

  • Floris

    I'd like to respond but since I think it could help everyone, I decided to blog my answer (soon). So far, your site has been quite an outlet and apparently I write like crazy and feel the need to apologize for the mere size of my pieces, although it's not really needed. But I cannot dose my writings like you cannot dose your daydreaming. It's the same.

    cheers and hope you find it helpful

    Floris

  • Bethany

    "Thanks! It is nice to finally have a name to the disorder that I have kept secret for 10 years. I am 24 now."

  • Andromeda

    Thanks for making this site :) 

  • Terrell

    Thanks! I'm just glad (and somewhat relieved) to find out there are others who are like me......:-)
  • Lee Young Ae

    Thank you

  • Alex Moon Glow

    Thank you for making this site and allowing me to join!

  • isra ibrahim

    thank you :)

  • Evilenko

    Hello Cordellia! Thank you so much for the approval, I really hope to understand or even find a solution for my problem here. Just like you, I thought I was alone during all those years, it will be great to be a part of the forum!

  • Ameerah Cookie

    Thank you for approving my membership! :)

  • Kat (K.B.)

    Thank you for creating a site like this. It's so great to finally have people to talk to who will understand. :)

  • LostInThought4Yrs

    I just have to ask ... how in the world did you summon up the courage to be the trail blazer for this?  It looks as if you are only a little bit younger than myself, but I'm certain you remember how things were in the 80's ... being different was considered cool, but certain things (such as "head in the clouds space cadet" syndrome) were never considered cool.  You learned very early on to not discuss it with your family or friends ... How in the world did you find that bravery?    You even have YT videos on the subject.   Will you continue making those videos?   Forty long, long years ... and you are open about it.  WOW.   I know it sounds a little corny, but I think this would qualify you as being a hero in this sense. 

  • Sarsaparilla Godzilla

    Thank you for this site, the videos, everything!

  • Lauren M

    Thank you! I had no idea such a place existed on the internet. Happy feeling.

  • Dante A.

    Thank You

  • Saaedah Shaik

    Thank you

  • JM

    Thank you :) I am hoping this place can offer me more insight. I only found out about MDD about a week ago. I have had it since I was about 4-5 years old and now I started seeing a psychiatrist recently. I have not mentioned MDD to my psychiatrist yet, but I will when I see her this week. Hopefully she knows about MDD *fingers crossed*

  • Rae

    Thank you cordellia! Thats what i was about to ask u. Something didnt set right when i seen his account was created TODAY and nothing was on it.I will let u know if i get anymore!
  • sayawoods

    thank you

  • Holly Roark

    Thanks! Glad to find this space.

  • Mitch

    Thank you so much, I struggled with this. And I tried to research to find out what disorder I have. Now I'm a little more relieved that I'm not the only one and now I know what it is.
  • Mitch

    Hi Cordellia, you have a scammer on the site Mary you just welcomed her an hour ago and she contacted me to email her marymabou0074@yahoo.com
    I looked it up and it was on google for scams.
  • Mitch

    You're welcome!
  • in_character

    Thank you for creating the site! Looks like an interesting place. I'm definitely planning on being more active here once real life stops being so obtrusive! ;-)
  • Angela

    Thank you, that's very lovely!

  • naardvarian

    thanks for the welcome, this site looks awesome! 

  • sky high

    hey  its good to knw that i can over cme this MD problm its nt impossible,,,i wanted to stop tis MD so badly thats I cnt explain u  ,,,,,,,,,thank u

  • melisa jane

    hey heyy sorry abt that wasn't aware of the no abuse rule 

  • Remus

    Hello, my name is Remus and I also suffer from MD; I would like to share with others some methods which really worked for me, so thank you for creating this site. I would like to talk to you as soon as I can.

  • Eva Nescent

    Thank you for the warm welcome!  Much appreciated :) 

  • Lara Amro

    Thanks for welcoming me :)
    I've got a spam I'll report it immediately ..

  • luis gomez

    hello I'm from Mexico  I'm not so  fluent in english   but I can understand well,  I was wondering if I can get support to reduce the level of  daydream and increase level of focusing when I'm Reading or learning something new. I'd be really glad if I can talk with people that have had the same trouble like me, and getting more friends   able to give advices for improving myself. it suppose  some people think daydreaming is not a  disease, but may be they dont  understand the real cost in our life development,  I like this blog and I hope to learn and contribute as much  we need it.

  • Dani Meadow

    Thank you, I've done this my entire life and always thought that I was just strange and NEVER thought of telling anyone about it, until a few weeks ago I googled extreme daydreaming. I am so glad to have found this site <3