I dont think anything is more heartbreaking than fantasizing about something you will never have, something you will never feel or something that is absolutely out of your reach. I get drepressed when I return to reality and look around and see that this is my real life . Everything that goes on in my head-stays in my head. Its not just the day to day MDD but those of us who have it usually has it hand in hand with another issue and its unbearable. Is there anyone who feels this way? Experienced a similar issue?

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Comment by Yashika on May 3, 2018 at 7:49pm
I feel that he same way. Real life is so depressing beacuse of my loneliness. I feel like I am not me when I am in the real world and I wonder whether I will be able to feel that way ever. I don't know who I am at all, which is a crippling feeling. So yes it is heartbreaking to pretend to be someone I can't ever be .
It's too much to fit into this comment. I just wanna meet someone that I can tell all of this to...
Comment by X0Dreamer on April 28, 2018 at 6:08pm

I know how you feel and I'm truly sorry that you are going through this. I honestly thought I was the only one. I fantasize about a time in my life where I was truly happy, but extended. I'm reliving the past but in it's best version. I'm still with my ex(who I'm still very much in love with) and we're happy, I have the nice car, successful career, etc. I'm this outgoing, smart, popular person who has it all figured out. The daydream itself gives me a high like nothing else. But coming back to the real world and realizing that I can never have that life, or be with him ever again crushes me every time. I feel like I'm bringing depression and heartache onto myself by doing this but at the same time, I can't stop dreaming. I know it's not healthy and it's not letting me live in the present. I don't know the specifics of what your fantasizing of, but I can relate to being heartbroken over something unattainable. Thank you for writing this.

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