Comments - Stuck in Reality, I Miss My DDs - Wild Minds network2024-03-28T21:18:57Zhttps://wildminds.ning.com/profiles/comment/feed?attachedTo=4661400%3ABlogPost%3A97065&xn_auth=noI definitely need to take a b…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2012-08-04:4661400:Comment:975422012-08-04T17:07:47.732ZHanahttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/marblesgonemadd
<p>I definitely need to take a break, I know I want to, but I can't. I definitely am a control freak and a perfectionist, it's not that I want to be, I just am. I don't like letting people down, if some one is depending on me I WILL be there and I will stick with whatever it is until the end. And people see this about me, so yea, they do admire, love, and respect me, but then they also get it in their minds that I can just do everything on my own without any help from anybody. Seriously, no one…</p>
<p>I definitely need to take a break, I know I want to, but I can't. I definitely am a control freak and a perfectionist, it's not that I want to be, I just am. I don't like letting people down, if some one is depending on me I WILL be there and I will stick with whatever it is until the end. And people see this about me, so yea, they do admire, love, and respect me, but then they also get it in their minds that I can just do everything on my own without any help from anybody. Seriously, no one can do that. I'm only 21. I'm new at this sort of thing. I've never done this before and I need help. And for some reason or another, all the people who are capable and experienced, the people that actually CAN help me, offer their help but never follow through. And all those who do help me, suck at anything I ask them to do and make things harder for me. </p>
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<p>And speaking of burn out..... I woke up this morning terribly sick. Sore throat, stuffed nose, ear ache, head ache, body ache, and a fever, and a To-Do list for the day. How am I supposed to do anything like this? A handful of painkillers and mint tea will only get me so far...</p>
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<p>But okay, it's time to be a grown up now. I know what I have to do. It goes against my nature to just sit back and let other people do things. I have to do all this stuff. I'll push forward and work hard the next couple of weeks. After VBS is over I can relax for a bit. Thank you all for your comments, they give me encouragement and help me put things into prospective. Can I ask that if any of you are believers in God, maybe you could keep me in your prayers? I know you don't know me very well, but yea, it'd be nice. And as for my DDs, I'm sure they'll come back to me, they've stuck with me all my life, maybe after this break from them, they'll come back stronger and more interesting. </p> This happened to me a couple…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2012-07-30:4661400:Comment:973072012-07-30T04:23:07.710ZCodyhttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/Cody
<p>This happened to me a couple of months ago. The only thing was that I was never used to living in reality. I also experienced true emotion in my life for the first time. I was literally going crazy trying to figure all this stuff out. My advice would be to throw away some of those responsibilities. Otherwise, like me, you could have a complete meltdown and those ain't fun!</p>
<p>This happened to me a couple of months ago. The only thing was that I was never used to living in reality. I also experienced true emotion in my life for the first time. I was literally going crazy trying to figure all this stuff out. My advice would be to throw away some of those responsibilities. Otherwise, like me, you could have a complete meltdown and those ain't fun!</p>