Comments - Total Recall/Eternal Sunshine - Wild Minds network2024-03-29T15:27:09Zhttps://wildminds.ning.com/profiles/comment/feed?attachedTo=4661400%3ABlogPost%3A145871&xn_auth=noYeah I do have painful memori…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2013-07-01:4661400:Comment:1461732013-07-01T15:36:43.092Ztafflehttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/JohnTang
Yeah I do have painful memories which hinder me from successful social interaction. I get intense anxieties and vigilance when I'm at a relative's house, supermarket, etc. Sometimes I wish they could be erased so that I can anew like a blank slate, but some people would say that's the cowardly way out of things. I turn to DD not to replace my real memories with fake ones, but for comfort. I know I don't have associative identity disorder because I maintain a separate sense of self from my…
Yeah I do have painful memories which hinder me from successful social interaction. I get intense anxieties and vigilance when I'm at a relative's house, supermarket, etc. Sometimes I wish they could be erased so that I can anew like a blank slate, but some people would say that's the cowardly way out of things. I turn to DD not to replace my real memories with fake ones, but for comfort. I know I don't have associative identity disorder because I maintain a separate sense of self from my characters in my DD, but I hope I can inspiration and comfort from them. Interesting...I just dvr'ed E…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2013-06-30:4661400:Comment:1461032013-06-30T03:52:48.787ZLisa phttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/Lisap
<p>Interesting...I just dvr'ed Eternal Sunshine...this week. Haven't watched it yet however I know the premise cuz I saw it years ago. I'm with you...MDD is a burden to me at the moment however I have to tell you it's also been my best friend longer than I've thought it a burden. If I could erase memories would I....at first I thought yes. However it's only when I'm in the most "immediate most hurtful part of pain from some memory, that I wish this. I'm sorry to hear that you hate who u…</p>
<p>Interesting...I just dvr'ed Eternal Sunshine...this week. Haven't watched it yet however I know the premise cuz I saw it years ago. I'm with you...MDD is a burden to me at the moment however I have to tell you it's also been my best friend longer than I've thought it a burden. If I could erase memories would I....at first I thought yes. However it's only when I'm in the most "immediate most hurtful part of pain from some memory, that I wish this. I'm sorry to hear that you hate who u are. I must hate myself on some level however what I hate more is what I haven't done with my life due to my choice to live in a MDD fantasy world vs reality. I said "choice" but now I'm thinking MDD isn't a choice we choose to make. What about ur thoughts..did we choose this on some level?? I think I love these writers that may know us...haha. Wish they'd tell us the way out for good...LP</p>