Basically like the title says, I am back to my dd world, not that I left it or anything but soon it will be out of control I know it. Like the title says, I took a preety hard smack from real life tonight. Yes this is another ranting/venting blog. I know you guys are tired about reading blog loel this but I am a teen, drama is all around me.

Anyways the smack was about my crush. You know the one I mentioned in a blog not too long ago. Well since yesterday I have been trying to guess his… Continue

Everyone has met thr guy/girl who was "perfect" and could do anything.



At my school, there is a few like that but no matter what I always tend to see her and I start to envy her. Little miss perfect, is the popular, smart hot girl you would expect to hear about the average girl/guy like this. Well it is true but she is more. She is she worked a bit harder could be in probable gifted programs or PASS. She is skinny, with long dark brown hair (Always in place) and sparkly eyes. She is… Continue

So today I just saw a video about a prodigy girl who paints pictures. These pictures are not like normal pictures, they are pictures about Heacen and Jesus. Pictures so out of this world and she claims she gets visions from God. She describes it amazingly and I believe her just by her voice tone.

This video got me thinking. Prodigies are just people who have an advancement in talent given to them by God(I am a Chirstian.). Now that or me thinking, why did he just give them talent and not… Continue

Sigh, in a way I have changed and gotten worst. Since Friday, dding has even hard. I still dd for like 5 mins at the most but when I try to dd at all I get freaked out if I dd for more than 3 mins at a time. It is like I feel like I having to have a panic attack. About my crush, I have no clue anymore. I already have some mood swings, due to my thyroid or whatever the heck is wrong with me, however it is like I have moods wings over my crush too. Sounds weird but it is like I feel all happy and… Continue

So I have had this crush on this guy, ever since he came in to our school which was like March. Granted it was a tiny crush that grew. Well this week my dds have been out of control and I did not really say muh to him this week. Also my thyroid issues and stuff were horrible. Well today in the middle of ELA, I noticed him smiling at me twice when I had looked over at him for a secound. A bit after that, my stomach started fluttering, in fact it is fluttering just thinking about it. I just kind… Continue

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Jut like the last blog, this is another venting blog. If you hate drama and venting, don't read. Also I am not soon this for attention, I just really need to vent. Thank you for reading or leaving.



I read a quote today that went something like "sometimes te person who tries to please and make everyone else happy, I'd the loneliest." That quote really made me think about myself, I love helping and pleasing everyone else...but not me. Most people when in pain and trouble if the are… Continue

Okay, if you don't like dramatic blogs and venting, this is going to be one so I would stop reading it here.

Okay, I've been feeling quite horrible for some time, umm actually I've been feeling nothing for quite a while. It is quite hard to explain, but it is like I have no soul/have no emotions at all. It has made me think of hurting myself before, many times  actually but the most I do is rubber band snap a tiny bit or hit myself in the head lightly(Sometimes kind of hard, I…

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