For the first time  in my life- I have no real obsessive urge to daydream . I did something very extreme - I went on a vacation by myself  , I had to share a room with a room mate (a stranger) and was also  forced to interact with a group 24/7 for about 3 weeks.

During this time I was so busy that I hardly had time to DD . When I returned home  I also realized that I was actually living a nightmare where I was being tormented by narcissistic family members  and that I was…