well its been over a month since i have been here. i have had a lot on my mind...stressful stuff. anyways the daydreaming has gone from bad to worse. i daydream almost all the time now. i mean at least before i could bring myself to focus for a while and feel fine....now i feel so out of place when i am not daydreaming. i feel like i am drowning because there will be some moments of slight clarity in which i seem "wake up" a bit...but then no matter what mood i am in i always slip back into… Continue