I haven't posted anything on this site for over a year but do still visit regularly. I have good days and bad days but am today is definitely a bad day. I cannot stop thinking about this condition that I have and how much it has hindered most aspects of my life. I feel like I'm losing my grip on reality and have no one to talk to. I have a 3 year old daughter and often think she would be better off living with her father as I'm constantly stuck in my daydream world and don't think I'm being the… Continue