Cordellia Amethyste Rose's Blog – November 2010 Archive (3)

SO scared right now

OMG there was an attempted terrorist attack at the Christmas tree lighting a block from my apt. SO SCARY. I didn’t go because of the crowds, but still. I’m shaking. I feel so vulnerable all the time. It’s worse because I’m such a loner that I’m certain my cats would starve to death if anything happened to me. No one would know until it’s too late. I wish there was something I could do. Some way to ensure they’d be taken care of. I don’t free feed them because so many vets…

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Added by Cordellia Amethyste Rose on November 27, 2010 at 1:09am — 8 Comments

Seeds of Fear

Seeds of fear:…



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Added by Cordellia Amethyste Rose on November 22, 2010 at 8:11pm — 1 Comment

Natural State of Terror

I’m trying to remember if there was ever a moment in my life where I wasn’t completely paralyzed by the fear that my whole world was about to come crashing down on me. It’s so bad. I start the day by fearing all I have to do & knowing I’ll never catch up. I fear the phone. I check my email, afraid of what may be inside. I’m afraid that someone’s going to email me angry, judging me for my attitude, telling me they won’t help me. I fear the phone because I know it’s bill…

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Added by Cordellia Amethyste Rose on November 3, 2010 at 5:13pm — 4 Comments

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