Greyartist's Blog – October 2012 Archive (6)

Inspiration to document my daydreams visually

Ashlee's blog post of her character outfits inspired me to do story boards of some of my DD themes. Compilations of images that somehow remind me of my daydream themes. It will be the first creative outlet I have tried for a very long time. 

I feel the need to somehow save the daydreams, honor my "friends" my worlds, lives etc. I don't write creatively so stories are out of the question, besides I don't want to tell it all, I would feel too exposed. But if I put together images that…

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Added by greyartist on October 30, 2012 at 5:21pm — 5 Comments

MD radio show today at 3pm est. topic is relationships

Thanks to M Hunter for the topic idea!

show summary;

How had MD effected your intimate relationships? Does your significant other know? Can you share your struggles with this disorder with your partner?

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/daydreaming/2012/10/20/maladaptive-daydreaming

Added by greyartist on October 20, 2012 at 6:13am — 2 Comments

MD radio show today, 3pm est. on Creative Outlets for MD

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/daydreaming/2012/10/13/maladaptive-daydreaming

show discription:

Have you been able to focus your daydreams into some creative endeavor? A poem? A Book? A Painting? A Song? Can expressing our DDs creatively help us cope with this disorder? call in number 347-215-9415

 

Nervous about the show, had to take a…

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Added by greyartist on October 13, 2012 at 11:44am — No Comments

So tired of this fake person, fake life, fake feelings! and that's my real life.

Got an email from a coworker, "I made brownies, come get one". So I politely go to her desk, put on my fake smile, offer my fake nice person pleasant chatter, offer my thank yous and compliments. Walk back to my desk screaming inside. I wish I could be that nice person, that happy person that everyone likes to be around. But I'm not. I don't even want to be here. To be around anyone. I would much prefer to be…

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Added by greyartist on October 9, 2012 at 5:18am — 7 Comments

Starting to see patterns

I am obsessed with figureing out why I DD about certain things. I think I am finally starting to see a pattern, at least with some themes. For example, at times when I am needing to be neutured I DD about a child, one who needs to be cared for. So I in the DD become the care giver, that I really need in real life. I finally made the connection yesterday when I was really angry at my husband for acting childish and not taking responiblity. That leaves me to be the "adult" in the relationship…

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Added by greyartist on October 2, 2012 at 5:47am — 3 Comments

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