Interpreting  daydreams like night dreams. I have been putting in symbols, themes from my DDs into the dream dictionary to see what came out. Thinking maybe my mind is trying to tell me something through my DDs. Well it does seem to fit me, points out all my bad mental hangups. Emotional needs that go unmet. Yes it's all true, BUT what the heck am I suppose to do about it???? Why does my mind want to torment me with things I…

I normally never dream at night, but have lately. Last night I dreamed of waking up to deep snow outside. Here is a meaning of snow from a dream dictionary. The first part does discribe me.

Snow

To see snow in your dream signifies your inhibitions, unexpressed emotions and…

After seeing a couple of posts on here that mention that persons organisational skills, I had a thought.

How organised, tidy and/or meticulous are you? Is your room a mess, do you constantly forget to bring things to school or work, or is everything set out really tidily, and are you never late?

Hello, everyone. I’m very happy to find this site. My MD has turned me into a bit of a hermit, so I need to interact with people who understand exactly what this is like.



I’m in my mid-40s, and I have avoidant personality disorder as well as the MD, and I’m starting to see how those two issues are linked.



I have an administrative job that pays the bills. I don’t want to risk losing my job or facing other repercussions, so I’m going by an anonymous name (no, I didn’t…

hi everyone;)

there's not much to share but im experiencing something that i think is worth sharing.  im a new member and i log in to this site almost everyday now ive come to realize that ever since i became a member my tendency to dd has gone down.nobody in my family or friends is aware about my MD so i guess talkn about it freely on this site has really helped. do you guys also feel the same?

Hi, members!  

A while back I suspended a site member named Hank for saying some really bad things to a site member.  I later found out he'd been mean to other site members and had made some racist comments.  I don't want anyone like this on my site.  He's not welcome here.  Today, thanks to another site member, I found out he'd signed up for another account with a new name and new email address.  He later told her his name was Hank, that he was from India, and that he'd been…

hey everyone do you want to get rid of MD but the thought dat how your life would be without your daydreams scares you.....r u not able to imagine your life without MD.does this factors hinders you frm recovering?

        I feel so ugly. I hate my appearance so much i feel embarrassed. when i look in the mirror i think “Why? why did i have too look like this”. my mom tries to make me feel better but like, moms are suppose to say those things. i feel like i cant be myself because i hate my appearance so much (i know that sounds weird) but i dont know. i really care about what people think and i dont know how to break free from that. people from school think im weird and i dont have many friends. too…

Hello!

It's been awhile, and I see we have some new members. So, I'll introduce myself once again. :P My name is Jennifer, and I'm 15. I have been struggling with MD ever since I was 7 or 8 years old. >:/ I love to sing, write, and dance. ^^ And I jut wanted to share this song I wrote about my personal condition and struggles with MD, and some other life-time struggles I have gone through. I also want to explain the lyrics to my song in depth, so you know which parts are…

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 I started to practice yoga nidra, 2 years ago, in my initial days of practice

I still remember the day, after finishing my meditation  and went to sleep , next day morning when I woke up I felt that my mind was completely empty, I was feeling so light headed as all my thoughts from has washed away ,never ever had this kind of feeling before, I felt like 1000 singing birds sitting in my brain have fled away, I got up from my bed while taking few…

I haven't updated recently so I figured I would share what I'm currently going through. It's the end of the summer for me, I am moving back on campus in ten days.. and I haven't had a daydream over a couple of minutes in about two weeks. This is weird, really weird because usually by now I would be daydreaming on overdrive while I still can spend entire days to myself. I'm almost scared because when I move back to school I am going to have no choice but to not daydream for a few weeks at…

This is my first go at "blogging" so I apologize now if I ramble on...…

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It makes me depressed when someone watch me doing MDD .because the face expressions are totally different.A lot of time i decided to tell my sis bcz she is the only one in this world who understand me alot but it's very hard for me to tell her.Sometime i feel that i am the most lonely person in this world.I feel that i have no life,no real moments, no real expressions,no real feelings to share with any one and to share with my own self.I feel that i have no life.i…

I would be interested to know if others use maladaptive daydreaming to mask the pain they feel in real life.  I don't think I will ever get over this addiction until I get to the source of the pain and heal from it.  Below are the pains that I feel:

1. Pain of inadequacy.  I had a step-father who was very critical of me when I was growing up.  I have not felt that I am good enough.  In my DDs, I am an idealized version of myself where I am more than adequate and I am…

i lsot my dream journal. i would write my dreams i had at night in them. well i used too and then is topped...but i was going to start again. it used to be in my night table beside my bed. but i was forced to clean out my room with ym nana and everythings in weird spots and i have NO idea where it is. ive been searching forever i want to cry :'(



i looked EVERYWHERE. i remember her picking it up and i said not to throw it out but now im scared that she did.....

like i cant…

i was on the drive home from florida the other day and i was watching a cinderella story to pass the time, and hilary said this:

 that quote stuck out to me because....well its true lol. so I took a screen capture of the scene (well i took a picture of the screen because apperently you cant print screen dvds on macs...) and wrote the quote for you guys. arent i…

hi everyone!

it's been awhile since i've posted on here, so i thought i'd make a blog post, even though i really don't have anything to talk about.

my daydreaming has been pretty much the same since the last time i blogged. i told myself i'd write down some of my daydreams this summer, but that hasn't happened. yesterday, i got bored and decided to edit pictures of celebrities and people that look like my characters together, so i can have something to look at in real life that…