Hi! So I have been writing a novel for a while now that I feel I will never complete. It is about one of my daydreams but I am always put off writing it because I daydream faster than I write so I always feel really bored like I am writing something that happened ages ago. This is sad for my friend as she is totally hooked on the book but has to wait ages for me to write another chapter. Does anyone else have this problem? What should I do? :-) xx

OK so I am forever confused by guys. I have been talking to this guy online and I really like him and I think he likes me but how can I be sure? Also, he lives in a different country so its not like anything could happen anyway. I have noticed when I go to town on my own, with my brother or my Mum that guys check me out. Even the people with me notice it, the thing is I feel violated when they do this, like don't check me out, I'm not a piece of meat up for sale! I feel like I am too young…

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     I'm no stranger to sadness and feeling hopeless, I've been diagnosed with depression afterall. But a few days ago it was different. It was really bad. I've wanted to die before. I've prayed for God to end my life before so I don't have to. But I never came close to doing it. Until a few days ago.

     I found myself sitting on my bathroom floor staring at my medication, genuinely contemplating giving up. I had my note written and everything. A part of me tried to talk myself out…

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Still feeling a little poorly :( trying to will myself back to good health though as it's my birthday in like 50 minutes :). Kind of wish I had friends to share it with, sadly I am slightly lacking in that aspect of my life right now. I have an amazing family however to share it with :). I think they are taking me out somewhere to relax and down the pub for a couple of drinks then it's back home for a lovely bbq so I hope the weather holds :). xx

I get mad if i dont get privacy to daydream. I've always been a topper. Studies have never been a burden for me because i always got entertainment simultaneously with studying.....in the form of maladaptive daydreaming ofcourse! And this was possible only because i would be alone throughout the day and had the freedom to pace around, change my facial expression, dance, listen to music, cry, etc. But recently my mom left her job and im being able to neither daydream nor study. Im scared. What if… Continue

The story in my mind right now is, in my opinion, one of the coolest stories ever. Which makes sense. It was designed specifically for me to enjoy. While I daydream, there is a small part of me that is simultaneously fangirling.



I've thought about writing my daydreams down, but they're WAYYYY too complicated, and contain tons of characters from books and TV shows that already exist (and would be difficult to disguise as original characters). Changing that would ruin the story for me,… Continue

Okay, so I see quite a few people getting into daydream relationships and while I have often daydreamed about that ideal girl, I have never really had the urge to make her 'more of a reality' so to speak.

However, last night I had a dream and I met the most amazing girl. It isn't often I have dreams that really stir me up but this one definitely did. I am not quite sure about how the dream really came about, in that some 'pre dream happenings' must have occurred. I found…

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I used to have like, 20 daydreams, but they were all very shallow (and I kind of outgrew then) so they got boring and I got rid of them. Then I found a new daydream. I like it so much that I don't really have any other daydreams because I don't think they would be as good as this one. The new daydream is a combination of all the best parts of my old daydreams, plus some brand-new stuff. In my daydream, my character is me but a different species (we'll get to that later). My character lives in a… Continue

I've been in a sorry state the last couple of days ><. Went round my brother and his girlfriend's new house. Had a lovely time but it would have been even better if my wisdom teeth weren't causing me excruciating pain :'(. Had to have soup at one point and put up with some horrendous pain for a couple of days. Finally got to the dentist today and it turns out that I have a slight infection that requires antibiotics. Also have to rinse it with a syringe full of medicated solution…

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Hey guys, I haven't been on here in probably over a year. & that probably has something to do with the fact that last spring I met a guy who I thought was the one. I didn't think it was possible for someone to even give me a chance, because I am so strange & isolated. But he did & it lasted a year. & then he left. And he took all the security and content I had gained from the relationship, and then some, with him. He was my happiness, maybe it wasn't sincere happiness, but it's… Continue

So, I was staying at my Nan's last weekend and I kept daydreaming. It was really anti-social of me, my little brother had to go play on his own in the garden and I kept zoning out when my Nan tried talking to me. She kept asking me stuff like "What are you grinning at?", like you know when you are sitting there daydreaming and your face displays all your different emotions... so embarrassing. Then she kept commenting on how I act weird and all of that. Awkward family moments. I mean what am…

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I made this picture for an art contest. The girl is a cyborg artificial human thingy and actually one of my daydream characters. Her name is Trixy, and she's a computer genius. She organizes my world's digital archives and overall computer system simply called the…

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Hello all. Its been a while since I've posted/commented anything on here. Last time I was here, I was planning a wedding, about to move into a new house and I was working at my aunt's Docotors office. I think it was almost two years ago.....eeesh. I don't know if anyone remembers me or remembered chatting a little with me but from what I saw on here a lot of people come and go for different periods of time.

I still get email notifications when people post in groups I'm apart of and I…

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So, I have this thing where if someone kisses in a programme or film I am watching I will turn away from the screen. It's a personal moment for the characters and I don't want to intrude! When you see someone kissing on the street you're not like "Yeah, let me go get some popcorn, this is good stuff!" and watch them kissing. No! That is just gross! Does anyone else do this? Can anyone at least empathise with this issue? :-) xx

So my ex (as mentioned in a previous post) texts me telling me I am a user and a player and that she feels sorry for the next girl I'm with, because I changed my relationship status to single and open to the possibility of one day finding someone. She has now seemingly moved on pretty fine. Her surname has now changed to this other guys and its only been a couple of weeks. They are hugging and she looks happy. Looks like she has moved on pretty nicely. 

I do miss her,…

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