SamAndThe's Posts - Wild Minds network2024-03-29T01:32:14ZSamAndThehttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/SamanthaKuczynskihttps://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/3145244900?profile=RESIZE_48X48&width=48&height=48&crop=1%3A1https://wildminds.ning.com/profiles/blog/feed?user=1xi2xoxd7sv7w&xn_auth=noHitag:wildminds.ning.com,2013-02-05:4661400:BlogPost:1255342013-02-05T08:34:20.000ZSamAndThehttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/SamanthaKuczynski
<p>I'm a 27 y/o female with major depression, anxiety an god knows what else since for years I was too scared of getting locked up for an extended period of time if I said everything I felt an did. I'm pretty sure I have avoidant personality disorder since whenever I read about it its like reading about me, I am certain I have maladaptive daydreaming too. I've been doing since I could remember. Why make friends when they'll probably just make fun of me, an in my mind I can be the popular kid…</p>
<p>I'm a 27 y/o female with major depression, anxiety an god knows what else since for years I was too scared of getting locked up for an extended period of time if I said everything I felt an did. I'm pretty sure I have avoidant personality disorder since whenever I read about it its like reading about me, I am certain I have maladaptive daydreaming too. I've been doing since I could remember. Why make friends when they'll probably just make fun of me, an in my mind I can be the popular kid for once. It wasn't till roughly 2 years ago I realized I did it without even trying, that it just happened, an all the time. I honestly don't know what I'd do without it, my real life is pointless.</p>
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<p>I've recently started trying to write stories to try to sell one day. Mostly horror based. I watch a ton of horror movies. I am not recreating whats already out their, well most ideas have been done to death (bad pun), but am trying new spins I guess. </p>
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<p>I am just so lonely I have only 4 people in my life an most don't get what my problem is, so I feel like a burden an a freak. I just want to go away some days an never come back, I do in my mind but probably never well in real life...</p>
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