Wild Minds Network

Where wild minds come to rest

Mai Xiong
  • Chico, CA
  • United States

Gifts Received


Mai Xiong has not received any gifts yet

Give a Gift



Mai Xiong's Blog

A poem

Posted on June 27, 2014 at 8:03pm 1 Comment

Oh imagination, imagination

You have been there so much for me

You make me forget reality

You make me feel at peace

You make me think I am well


Soon before I know, u took over

I see myself slipping away

I see my shadow sitting going no where

I see what I could become, but not be


I thought I hated you

For once I did

I hated you so much

I wanted to eradicate you

Gosh, how I…



Posted on June 23, 2014 at 12:44am 2 Comments

How many times did I stop myself? How many times did I tell myself this isn’t real? Again and again I tell myself this isn’t real—all in your head.Parting with my imagination was like an addiction. I didn’t want to come out, but I know I couldn’t stay here.

I know they weren’t all real, but I wanted to live the illusion. I feel a dull fake euphoria in this imagination and every time I know it was all faked. It was so easy and so safe—yet so lonely. And so that is why I…


My poem.

Posted on May 17, 2014 at 11:15pm 3 Comments

Lost in the maze of my own mind

I couldn’t grasp that all wasn’t real

It was so sweet that I didn’t want to leave

I didn’t want the truth to surface

I want to drown

Drown in this false reality of mine


The shadows dance to my story

I chased the shadows

From walls to walls in the maze

All was sweet, so sweet

I didn’t want to leave


I reached for the shadows

only to find the solid walls



At night.

Posted on April 30, 2014 at 12:45am 1 Comment

Some night I’ll be in bed daydreaming. I thought of her pain. I thought of her endurances, her strengths, and her past. I couldn’t quite imagine her future though. The bed was the prefect spot to imagine being love, to imagine his embrace. I imagined fitting into the fold of his arms. I breathe in air and I imagined everything clearing away. I imagined peace in his arms. Then, I remembered I have to go to sleep. I looked into the ceiling and made it known to myself---he will never exist in…


Comment Wall (1 comment)

You need to be a member of Wild Minds Network to add comments!

Join Wild Minds Network

At 9:56am on November 19, 2013, Cordellia Amethyste Rose said…

Welcome!  Thanks for joining!



© 2019   Created by Cordellia Amethyste Rose.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service

Real Time Web Analytics