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Jessica Ballantyne
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MDD effects my social situations

Started Sep 19 0 Replies

MDD seems to put an effect on my life and how I appear to people. My mind will be so preoccupied that my eyes will glance all over the room, even straight at people. I once accidentally stared at my…Continue

Inspiring Scenery

Started Sep 15 0 Replies

Well typically, my parents take me to their cottage in a northern rocky bay, a part of the notorious Canadian shield landscape. The scenery is so beautiful as it is composed of islands made from…Continue

Interesting side of me

Started this discussion. Last reply by MatthewR Aug 29. 1 Reply

MDD was a very groovy past time for over 20 years in my life. It almost made me believe that life can look and feel utopian! Fortunately, my mind is resisting the temptation to weave dreams depicting…Continue

My gift is all I have

Started Aug 23 0 Replies

I feel as if I pushed everybody away all because I wanted to explore with imaginary lives in my head. In my reality everybody was so disappointed in me. They were all repulsed by my lack of manners…Continue

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Inadverdant

To be honest, I am gradually dumping my habits of excessive daydreaming. Every since I awakened to the realization that I've been living a 'dream life' over a great 'real life,' I was intensely distraught on the inside! I thought all my opportunities to form relationships, grow in a successful career, see interesting new places and live in a very nice house eventually just blown out the window, perhaps, for many years to come. This summer I felt so very discouraged and unsafe in my own skin. My…See More
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Jessica Ballantyne posted a blog post

All but Bliss

I used to love to maladaptive daydream between ages 12 to 29. It always made me feel happy or exhilarated. To be frank, I still day dream a little bit today. Now that I am in my 30's, this is starting to give me a fright, for a few reasons. Day dreaming excessively has robbed me of my life. It deceived my mind to believe in 'nonsense' that are against real facts. Since I was a teenager, I actually expected to see wonderful things in my adulthood, like dating, traveling, being successful in a…See More
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Jessica Ballantyne posted a discussion

MDD effects my social situations

MDD seems to put an effect on my life and how I appear to people. My mind will be so preoccupied that my eyes will glance all over the room, even straight at people. I once accidentally stared at my sister a few times for nothing and she always gives me that cold 'wide eyed' stare in return. So this one time, she told my mom that I kept looking at her like a 'yummy looking piece of pizza,' but I never meant to gawk at her. It was an accident! My mind was preoccupied! I didn't even consciously…See More
Sep 19
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A catchy quote

"Reality is a thin skim of ice over a deep lake of dark water"Stephen King, author of 11/22/63See More
Sep 18
Jessica Ballantyne posted a blog post

Waiting for a better life

I started doing MDD as a kid, but totally regret it today. I am all grown up now, but I feel so vulnerable towards life itself. I lived a majority of my life in a dream state than ever emotionally and interactively responding to realistic external events around me. I always had trouble paying attention to people, so I was often socially isolated. I believed that I could take concrete subjects of 'people and things' into my dream world, and hope I can make my desires come true through them. When…See More
Sep 16
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Jessica Ballantyne posted a discussion

Inspiring Scenery

Well typically, my parents take me to their cottage in a northern rocky bay, a part of the notorious Canadian shield landscape. The scenery is so beautiful as it is composed of islands made from igneous rock as a result of its volcanic history, including its famous leaning eastern white pines, from the high escalating winds. My small bunk house, apart from our cottage, sits at the shoreline, a smooth ocher colored shield of rock that you can lay on like a beach. The site of an island point…See More
Sep 15

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Inadverdant

Posted on September 24, 2017 at 3:03pm 0 Comments

To be honest, I am gradually dumping my habits of excessive daydreaming. Every since I awakened to the realization that I've been living a 'dream life' over a great 'real life,' I was intensely distraught on the inside! I thought all my opportunities to form relationships, grow in a successful career, see interesting new places and live in a very nice house eventually just blown out the window, perhaps, for many years to come. This summer I felt so very discouraged and unsafe in my…

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All but Bliss

Posted on September 21, 2017 at 7:00am 0 Comments

I used to love to maladaptive daydream between ages 12 to 29. It always made me feel happy or exhilarated. To be frank,

I still day dream a little bit today. Now that I am in my 30's, this is starting to give me a fright, for a few reasons. Day dreaming excessively has robbed me of my life. It deceived my mind to believe in 'nonsense' that are against real facts.

Since I was a teenager, I actually expected to see wonderful things in my adulthood, like dating, traveling,…

Continue

A catchy quote

Posted on September 18, 2017 at 1:43pm 0 Comments

"Reality is a thin skim of ice over a deep lake of dark water"

Stephen King, author of 11/22/63

Waiting for a better life

Posted on September 16, 2017 at 7:50am 0 Comments

I started doing MDD as a kid, but totally regret it today. I am all grown up now, but I feel so vulnerable towards life itself.

I lived a majority of my life in a dream state than ever emotionally and interactively responding to realistic external events around me. I always had trouble paying attention to people, so I was often socially isolated. I believed that I could take concrete subjects of 'people and things' into my dream world, and hope I can make my desires come true…

Continue

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