Sorry if this gets too long. But have you ever tried to force yourself to stop the MD? How did it go? I have had many existential crises because I feel very lonely and unhappy in "real" life. But I have already tried to stop the MD and I CAN’T. The last great attempt was at the end of last year when I went 3 days without dreaming awake. It wasn’t very nice. Now I see that I didn’t even stop, beca…