It feels so good to know I am not alone.  I thought I was a freak.  I thought I was sinning and going to hell, I really did.  I just can not control it.  I prayed all the time.  Never thought to look it up on the internet until a few weeks ago.  I guess God finally guided me here.  I did came out and told my therapist about it.  She had never heard of it and is going to educate herself about it.…