Cordellia Amethyste Rose

44, Female

Portland, OR

United States

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  • Jacob Smith

    hey. thanks for the welcome. I'm still trying to figure this site out, but MD sounds like it fits so well. (Jacob isn't even my real name--he's a fictional character...I've gone so far as narrating a novel with him...) I swear I'm running scenarios in my head almost constantly...
  • Rozalyn Lawrence

    Thank you!
  • Nicola Wallace

    I am  so glad i have found this site, i know don't feel so stupid and alone! Thanks.
  • Harry

    "I'mlike an alcoholic with an unlimited supply of booze everywhere I go. When
    I do it too much I feel sick and dazed, yet I can't stop. I've stepped out into traffic and almost
    gotten myself killed more times than I can count."

    I really liked this quote of yours in your article: "Out of my mind".

    First two lines summarise condition of Daydreamers very well.

  • Bee

    Thank you for starting and maintaining this network.  My jaw nearly hit the floor when I saw it.  I couldn't believe that I wasn't the only one.  I can finally put a name to what I've been hiding all these years.
  • Romeofro

    Thaxx
  • Matthew Scott

    Thank you for creating this site.  All my life I have struggled with OCD, anxiety, depression, and other ailments.  I have daydreamed several hours a day for as long as I can remember.  My parents have mistaken my actions during daydreaming as tics typical or Terotts Syndrome and have thought I have had a tic disorder for many years.  I researched daydreaming and found out about MD.  This site makes me feel so much closer to the world.
  • Mr Lee

    Thanks for being here.  I've wondered for over 50 years if I was alone.  Instead of feeling different,  I can now feel special.
  • Morgan

    Hi umm, is der any way I cn stop dis MD from happening 
  • Morgan

    So is this actually aye real disorder ? I catch myself acting out stuff n da bathroom, it happens when I listen to music , n I cnt help it, I cnt go to sleep without doing a little day dream , should I try to tell my mom n dad cuz I just found out what I have, I thought I was crazy but nw I c, I thought the devil was pulling me away from god but now I c
  • Morgan

    Omg thank u so much, so should I just go with the follow when I day dream b try nt to get caught or try to stop it 
  • Morgan

    Thank u so much, I dnt think mine is 2 bad cuz I have friends I'm not shy, I just choose to go day dream n do nothin else, my friends always wana chill but I make up lies, I tend to go to school have aye nice day n when I get home I act it out aye different way I should have handle it, but one time it got so out of control that I made this fake profile n everybody thought this person was really n I kept sayin it was my cousin but it was really me, n right now I have gotten into relationships over the Internet cuz of my day dream, I'm afriad to tell people why I did that but I just lie n say it wasn't me smh I need help
  • Morgan

    K thanx, I feel so much better , ur like aye doctor tho, u know so much u no, but thanks 
  • Morgan

    Hw did u create dis website ? Like website did u go to design dis 
  • Morgan

    Hw much do u pay ?
  • tavern

    oh thanks! yea im sooo glad i found this because i seriously thought i was alone and have , for years been looking for a name for what ive been doing and i didnt realize so many other people have done this....ive been doing this for you can say half my life but just found out more about this only a few months ago...i hope i can get better or help someone else also , thanks again
  • SwanInTheWater

    Thank you for the welcome. I really want to do something about this, bring awareness somehow, because I really want treatments to be available, and more information on causes.
  • Monica

    Thank you!
  • ben je

    thanks so much Cordellia, i feel much better knowing i'm not the only one.....
  • kim dixon

    thanks:)
  • Nicola

    Hiya

    Thankyou for setting this site up. Iv only just discovered MD. Iv had it for over 15 years but just thought I was strange. It's great to be able to read other people's experiences and learn that I am not alone in this. Thanks

    Nicola xx
  • Nicola

    Hiya

    Thankyou for setting this site up. Iv only just discovered MD. Iv had it for over 15 years but just thought I was strange. It's great to be able to read other people's experiences and learn that I am not alone in this. Thanks

    Nicola xx
  • Roberta

    I'm very happy to find your blog. Yesterday I was reading an italian psychologies magazine and when I read about you, I thought I had found"Peolple of my species". Thanks!
  • Viviana Ricart

    Thank you for making this site :) <3
  • Leper

    CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR THIS SITE!!! ANd love the purple hair!!
  • J Noland

    Thank you for all your wonderful and brave work! A thousand sighs of relief, Jen
  • Bella Fleming

    No prob :) Xx
  • Elisabeth Neyland

    Thanks for your "welcome", and I  appreciate your reply to my question.  Like others have said, "thank you so much for setting up this site".     It is so great reading everyone's questions and comments.  It helps me to learn more and more about MD.      It's wonderful knowing that I am not alone in thinking and behaving the way that I have all these years.
  • Jhonny Gilbert

    Hey Cordellia, thanks..!
  • Barbara Karwhite

    Hi, I will have a lot more to share down the road. The stories shared here are all too familiar . . . it is so wonderful to not be alone. It is something I have not shared with friends. Here I can without being judged among other possible reactions. LOL.
  • Cici W

    Hey Cordelia:) thanks im really happy that there r other people like me out there..
  • Imaginative Dreamer

    Thank you so much! This place already gives me great vibes. I have been suffering from this almost my whole life. I never actually knew it was an illness, actually until tonight, finding it out and diagnosing myself. It makes me feel comforted knowing it isn't just me who suffers with this, and i am not alone.
  • Marcelo

    Thank you! It is incredible 30 years with this issue, and i just discovered that i am not the only one, great job. Even doctors don't have information about this illness.
  • Steve B

    Hi and thanks :) I've been drifting in and out of cloud cuckoo land pretty much constantly since I was 8, and I'm now 22. I'm glad I found this site, before today I knew I was odd but I never wanted to think about it too much. Good to know that there are others out there!
  • Brady

    Thank you for welcoming me :) It's so nice to have a place like this where I can feel safe about my day dreaming. I've been doing it as long as I can remember, While I do have it pretty much under control it can still get in the way and I also wish to help others. once again thank you so much for doing all of this, it means alot! :)

  • McNamara

    Thanks for approving me!  I think this is a very brave project you are doing x
  • Joshua Crossley

    Thank you, So much, Just for having the courage to come out with your problems and in time make this site to join us all together. Just to know that there are others like me, so many in fact that it has a name, lifts alot of my lonellieness and shame right off my shoulders.
  • Marih Alyn-Claire

    Hi Cordellia, glad I joined also. I realize this condition presents a supreme challenge. I'm here to listen, learn and be of support. Thank you for stepping up and being part of the solution. I celebrate your courage and caring spirit.
    marih
  • lizbourbon

    Thanks for creating this spot. I love the feeling of not being the only one who does this daydreaming. I found out about the site yesterday and I'm so excited to be reading what others wrote. Just reading the comments below makes me happy. And I like the name too, Wild Minds!
  • MaryH

    Thank! I can't believe that there is actually other people who have the same thing as me! I'm no longer alone :) Let me start off about my mal daydreaming by saying that it has gotten to the point where i find myself acting out stuff in my mind while walking down the road or making weird noises, oh and I'm also 21 and have had it as far as i can remember
  • lala lola

    Thank! :)
  • Lucy Smither

    Thank you so much for creating this website :) Im sure you have heard this a thousand times before but only through this website have I realised that I am not alone.This site has given me the courage to speak out and to seek help for my MD.What an amazing thing you have created & what an amazing feeling you must get knowing you are helping so many people.I wish there was more people like you out there in the world.

  • Seosamh MacLochlainn

    Thank you.  This site is the first site to address something that has ruined my life.  I am looking forward to reading more
  • Laila

    Aww, did Julia LaVey ever say that she was leaving? I was starting to miss her, and then I realized that her account and all her posts were gone. D:
  • Laila

    Oh, okay. Thanks, Cordellia. =)

  • Jasmin

    Thank you for all the work you put into this forum!

    I have been reading for quite a while and also took part in the email study. We have both a gift and a curse, I hope together we can find a way to bring out the positive aspects and control the frightening ones.

  • VM

    Thank you for the welcome. I am happy to find a community who understands what I have experienced for most of my life. I am looking forward to reading more and being a member.
  • Bud Ice Penguin

    Thank you very much! I'm glad to have found a site like this
  • Katherine

    Thank you - and thanks for creating this web site. It's great to know there are many others just like me. 
  • Jaosn A. Hammond

    Thank you so much for creating this website.  I'm sure you have heard it before, but  this website has made me  realize that I am not alone.  This site gives me the chance to speak with the only people who understand about MD, and to get help for it .   It's an amazing thing you have done by creating this site.  Although I don't know you personally(yet),  I'd like you to know you are helping so many people.  I for one am already deeply appreciative of you doing this.