Hi,
hope you're having a great day.
I have a question - what do I do if I don't know who I am anymore? I'm kinda freaking out right now actually, sorry if I have bad grammar, BUT-
It's been a while since I had a time for myself but now it's summer and I have a lot of free time. I tried to keep myself busy, so I don't have much time for overthinking but I just had to end up here again eventually, rethinking my life choices and myself in general. I have a problem with selflove ar just self acceptance and I tried to work on that a little. The problem is that when I tried to think about myself I got a white sheet of paper, a blackhole, nearly nothing at all. I see myself but I can't say what I'm like.
I feel like everything I am is just a mixture of my characters. My traits are not mine. I don't know what I wanna do, I don't know what I feel until I "turn" into one of my characters. Can anyone relate or am I going crazy? I'd be also really grateful for any advices.
Thank you for reading this, have a lovely rest of the day. ♥
Cain
I get what you mean here, Kristy. When I'm not daydreaming I don't have an identity. Just numb and empty. I derive my identity out of my feelings in my daydreams. I play roles trying to replicate how I behave in my daydreams. opinions, interests, preferences - All of these are derived from how I would react in my daydreams.
So yeah, I can releate. We're both probably crazy.
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