When I was a kid, my dream life was inexplicable, almost nobody could've known. The kids were so busy playing, screaming, and hanging out to notice, and the teachers were nice to me. However, when I became an adult, it became blazingly apparent. Adults start judging me directly and analyze all the things about me, every maneuver and action. Even if I didn't say anything, they'll still quickly assume I wondered, because maybe I didn't listen and hear them correctly. Even my family knows what the hell I've been up to all day, and if I made any progress with responsibilities. THEY WILL know that I daydream, and anybody in that matter. I envy people who can conceal the fact they do MDD, because I can't. Not only this, but the fact my MDD has been uncovered by others actually effected nearly every aspect of my life path, and this makes me very frustrated.
Fathomable
by Jessica Ballantyne
Feb 2
When I was a kid, my dream life was inexplicable, almost nobody could've known. The kids were so busy playing, screaming, and hanging out to notice, and the teachers were nice to me. However, when I became an adult, it became blazingly apparent. Adults start judging me directly and analyze all the things about me, every maneuver and action. Even if I didn't say anything, they'll still quickly assume I wondered, because maybe I didn't listen and hear them correctly. Even my family knows what the hell I've been up to all day, and if I made any progress with responsibilities. THEY WILL know that I daydream, and anybody in that matter. I envy people who can conceal the fact they do MDD, because I can't. Not only this, but the fact my MDD has been uncovered by others actually effected nearly every aspect of my life path, and this makes me very frustrated.