I haven't socialized in a while. Instead of making efforts to find real friends and relationships, I've been more attached my fantasy life. I'm old enough to stop doing this! I have a life to pursue. I fell way behind, because I spent that much time in my head, instead of in the outside world. My family is pushing me to get out and be independent. They are getting rigidly concerned about me and employment. I've honestly never been so humiliated and shocked. It's almost as if I waiting for everything to just land on my lap. Instead of getting my butt out there to do something about it myself. Now it's getting quite late. Also, I need someone that much, because my life feels so deserted. I broke apart from my real best friend of 20 years, in need of a relationship, and now all I have are my imaginary friends...coming from an adult.