Outside my head

by Jessica Ballantyne

Jun 4, 2021

This is going to sound annoying. Living in a town for 29 years, all I ever heard by others is that I'm so quiet. They literally couldn't get a word out of me. I was too busy daydreaming in my head to realize how I looked on the outside. I actually never knew it made me look stupid. Non-family can be vigorous that way. I always used MD as a way to escape my frustrations, but it did me more harm that good, so I had to quit. It was the best decision I made. 

What reasons did you start doing MD? We're their any social issues involved that triggered this? 

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  • Jessica Ballantyne

    Thank You for that compliment. People do say I'm beautiful, even though I set people off with my verbal skills. 
    I never realize how strongly people can dismiss someone whose good-looking, but can't talk for the sakes. I guess I didn't get out and do my homework, and didn't realize how it makes people feel. Yes we could talk for a change on Facebook, I'm still on there. I believe that I did share a picture earlier, but I didn't see you. 

    It's getting very frustrating to find employment, it feels hopeless as well. I'm actually getting scared, because there is so much I have to do. The pandemic just messed everything up. I could be retaking school, if I don't find a job at all. Or I might just be lucky to finally get a job! Who knows...



    Nov 19, 2021

  • Kiruba Victor

    Yeah, I'm Kiruba Victor on Facebook. How do I find you, Jess?

    Yeah, my situation is also bad as well. So I'm also still searching for a job with less luck.

    Nov 19, 2021

  • Jessica Ballantyne

    https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100011538301366

    I don't have a visible profile, as I like to be kept unknown to people, but we can use this for chat, or your page. 


    Nov 19, 2021