I have a lot of fantasy in mine (I'm not fully human, there's a fallen angel involved, and my 'best friend' has been alive a long, long time. And she still acts like a b***h to me haha)<\/p>\n
Anyway, in my daydreams, all of this is in the daydream,<\/strong>\u00a0I have lots of \u00a0secret crap going on. I told my best friend about it (not Karla, but a human boy which I hadn't told my parents about because I was about 13 at the time and I knew they'd make a fuss) and he got involved, and got killed on June 5 2009 and about 2 or 3 in the morning, and so, even now, I make sure I try not to think about him around the dds and act like I'm over it, even though I'm not because I just pushed it out of my mind because I had to get back home without anyone noticing and act like nothing happened the next day in school\/that day (Jun5) (now that I think about it, I need to check if June 5 actually was<\/strong>, in real life, a school day, haha)<\/p>\n Um, the fallen angel (anyone who reads House of Night, this is Kalona I'm talking about. The thing that happens with him\/Rephaim near the end of the new book, Destined, kinda made me go \"ah, crap\" but now, because I pretend that the stuff in some book series is actually happening now, or a short time after, so I just went and told Girlie (my nickname for Karla. Don't know why, I just always called her that at the start) that this thing had happened and now it's confusing us both) Anyway, Kalona has nearly killed me many times, and it was one of his Raven Mockers that killed Jake (the best friend).<\/p>\n What else bad happened? The fact that, since Jake, I refuse to tell (I missed the 't' in '(t)ell' and Opera browser\/Ning network didn't underline 'ell' in red, yet 'Ning' gets underlined... weird) any of my friends that I even have a double life, or anything about it, so I have to act like nothing's happened, like I haven't nearly died (Karla, now pregnant, is in training to be a medic healer thing of her kind, so she could heal me really quickly from the near-deaths and stuff, which is why no-one asked why I had time off school, because I didn't, I just got really used to acting like nothing's happened really quickly, pretending I'm fine, especially since Jake died.)<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n I think I may have an unfinished sentence in there, but I've gotten really, really<\/strong> confused now as to where the sentences were supposed to start and finish, especially because I don't do so well with parenthesis, and I also wrote tonnes and tonnes more than I expected to, but I think on here it shouldn't be too bad that I did, because even though I'd feel like an effing moron, and really ashamed if I tried to tell any of my friends that, I doubt any of them are gonna see that, and I don't have to make really awkward eye-contact with any of you, so I think it's fine.<\/p><\/div><\/div>\n <\/dd>\n \n