Distinguishing between genuine feelings of love and what I created - Wild Minds network2024-03-28T20:58:25Zhttps://wildminds.ning.com/forum/topics/distinguishing-between-genuine-feelings-of-love-and-what-i?commentId=4661400%3AComment%3A60792&feed=yes&xn_auth=noExactly. I agree. Once the…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2011-11-15:4661400:Comment:645172011-11-15T06:47:55.882Zroxannehttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/sallyann
<p>Exactly. I agree. Once the euphoria fades is really the time to step back and try to see what is really going on. Is it just a natural progression of things and you should tolerate a little unease while things shift & settle? Is there something going on that isn't good, and now you are sane enough to see it, looking at it more objectively? It could help to bounce it off others - a therapist, friend, us.</p>
<p>Exactly. I agree. Once the euphoria fades is really the time to step back and try to see what is really going on. Is it just a natural progression of things and you should tolerate a little unease while things shift & settle? Is there something going on that isn't good, and now you are sane enough to see it, looking at it more objectively? It could help to bounce it off others - a therapist, friend, us.</p> I definitely have the same th…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2011-11-15:4661400:Comment:645122011-11-15T06:00:47.438ZEmhttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/EmeraldWilkins
<p>I definitely have the same thing going on. However, I think that this "fantasy first" mode of relationships is the norm for people getting into relationships. So, I think this is normal. But it perhaps is more devastating for MDers when the fantasy goes away because we will naturally find something else to fixate on in our DDs. So, it's important to be aware of this so we don't go chasing around an idea from short-lived relationship to short-lived relationship.</p>
<p>I definitely have the same thing going on. However, I think that this "fantasy first" mode of relationships is the norm for people getting into relationships. So, I think this is normal. But it perhaps is more devastating for MDers when the fantasy goes away because we will naturally find something else to fixate on in our DDs. So, it's important to be aware of this so we don't go chasing around an idea from short-lived relationship to short-lived relationship.</p> Can I just say that again, I…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2011-10-28:4661400:Comment:617012011-10-28T01:26:11.543ZJ Nolandhttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/JNoland
Can I just say that again, I am soooo thankful for this site. I can't get this kind of advice from my friends in my "normal" life because they would have no idea what I was feeling. <br></br><br></br><cite>roxanne said:</cite>
<blockquote><div><div class="xg_user_generated"><p>Again, I find this concept very interesting. And since we are pretty much both confidante & therapist for each other on this site, I think this is something we really need to be particularly aware of. Because it would be so…</p>
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Can I just say that again, I am soooo thankful for this site. I can't get this kind of advice from my friends in my "normal" life because they would have no idea what I was feeling. <br/><br/><cite>roxanne said:</cite>
<blockquote><div><div class="xg_user_generated"><p>Again, I find this concept very interesting. And since we are pretty much both confidante & therapist for each other on this site, I think this is something we really need to be particularly aware of. Because it would be so easy to ruin our chances for real life romance. And who wants that? </p>
<p>LD, I'm sure your situation is unique based on your personal experiences, as all of ours are. I would think that it would be easy for you to develop an all or nothing mentality toward romance. Relationships are either bad (abusive or boring) or wonderful (as in DD's where you control them & keep them at peak excitement.) As soon as the euphoria wears off in real life, you may find yourself either getting bored or looking for the guy's dark side, and you interpret this lack of peak excitement as no longer being in love. Yet everyone goes through that shift; it's how it is interpreted that matters. Next time the glow starts to subside, ask yourself (or all of us) whether this is natural progression of things or not. You may need to learn to tolerate a little "boredom'" in order to see whether the relationship is genuine. If you think about it, at least for me, even my out-of-this-world DD's lose their shine, and I need to tweak them, change them, sometimes even change characters, settings, plots, etc. So this evaporation of euphoria is simply going to happen. Remind yourself.</p>
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</blockquote> Again, I find this concept ve…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2011-10-27:4661400:Comment:610642011-10-27T19:56:17.407Zroxannehttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/sallyann
<p>Again, I find this concept very interesting. And since we are pretty much both confidante & therapist for each other on this site, I think this is something we really need to be particularly aware of. Because it would be so easy to ruin our chances for real life romance. And who wants that? </p>
<p>LD, I'm sure your situation is unique based on your personal experiences, as all of ours are. I would think that it would be easy for you to develop an all or nothing mentality toward…</p>
<p>Again, I find this concept very interesting. And since we are pretty much both confidante & therapist for each other on this site, I think this is something we really need to be particularly aware of. Because it would be so easy to ruin our chances for real life romance. And who wants that? </p>
<p>LD, I'm sure your situation is unique based on your personal experiences, as all of ours are. I would think that it would be easy for you to develop an all or nothing mentality toward romance. Relationships are either bad (abusive or boring) or wonderful (as in DD's where you control them & keep them at peak excitement.) As soon as the euphoria wears off in real life, you may find yourself either getting bored or looking for the guy's dark side, and you interpret this lack of peak excitement as no longer being in love. Yet everyone goes through that shift; it's how it is interpreted that matters. Next time the glow starts to subside, ask yourself (or all of us) whether this is natural progression of things or not. You may need to learn to tolerate a little "boredom'" in order to see whether the relationship is genuine. If you think about it, at least for me, even my out-of-this-world DD's lose their shine, and I need to tweak them, change them, sometimes even change characters, settings, plots, etc. So this evaporation of euphoria is simply going to happen. Remind yourself.</p> I think I have the same probl…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2011-10-27:4661400:Comment:610412011-10-27T03:30:06.179ZJ Nolandhttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/JNoland
I think I have the same problem. I have even tried to dd about someone to keep myself interested. I have had a long term dd crush on an actor but I control all aspects of him. So I almost make up everything about him so that's why he's last so long. Real life boyfriends and even a husband have been left in my dd dust. I worry that I'll never be able to feel real love for someone due to the dd'ing. Roxanne and Sasi on this board give me great hope that true love is possible for…
I think I have the same problem. I have even tried to dd about someone to keep myself interested. I have had a long term dd crush on an actor but I control all aspects of him. So I almost make up everything about him so that's why he's last so long. Real life boyfriends and even a husband have been left in my dd dust. I worry that I'll never be able to feel real love for someone due to the dd'ing. Roxanne and Sasi on this board give me great hope that true love is possible for dders!<br/><br/><cite>LD said:</cite><blockquote><div><p>Hi Roxanne,</p>
<p>It depends on how long it takes for the illusion to be shattered! Certainly there are people who more closely fit my DD ideal, and those tend to last a bit longer than others. Some context, though -- I have DD'd since I was very young. But my first romantic relationship was very abusive and so I really used these romantic fantasies about others as a form of coping/escapsim. I do wonder if that experience in particular set me on a trajectory where the only way I can feel "love" is in my DDs.</p>
<p>Part of the motivation for this post was to try and figure out if this behavior of mine is an artifact of DDing, if it was a result of the abuse, or if it's some interaction of the two that no one else has experienced.</p>
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<p>Thanks -- I appreciate your thoughts!</p>
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It depends on how…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2011-10-26:4661400:Comment:607922011-10-26T22:05:41.618ZLDhttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/LindsayDemers
<p>Hi Roxanne,</p>
<p>It depends on how long it takes for the illusion to be shattered! Certainly there are people who more closely fit my DD ideal, and those tend to last a bit longer than others. Some context, though -- I have DD'd since I was very young. But my first romantic relationship was very abusive and so I really used these romantic fantasies about others as a form of coping/escapsim. I do wonder if that experience in particular set me on a trajectory where the only way I can feel…</p>
<p>Hi Roxanne,</p>
<p>It depends on how long it takes for the illusion to be shattered! Certainly there are people who more closely fit my DD ideal, and those tend to last a bit longer than others. Some context, though -- I have DD'd since I was very young. But my first romantic relationship was very abusive and so I really used these romantic fantasies about others as a form of coping/escapsim. I do wonder if that experience in particular set me on a trajectory where the only way I can feel "love" is in my DDs.</p>
<p>Part of the motivation for this post was to try and figure out if this behavior of mine is an artifact of DDing, if it was a result of the abuse, or if it's some interaction of the two that no one else has experienced.</p>
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<p>Thanks -- I appreciate your thoughts!</p>
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<p> </p> How long does the feeling of…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2011-10-26:4661400:Comment:607892011-10-26T21:57:05.345Zroxannehttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/sallyann
How long does the feeling of being in love last? It IS a normal progression of things to go from the euphoria of falling in love to a more settled, less intense feeling. For those of us who MD, we are accustomed to tweaking, re-starting DD's, etc. to keep that edginess going. I think we need to be aware of that. I used to go from one to another, but have been with my husband for many years. So it's possible to have both. Very interesting post, though, and something we should be aware of…
How long does the feeling of being in love last? It IS a normal progression of things to go from the euphoria of falling in love to a more settled, less intense feeling. For those of us who MD, we are accustomed to tweaking, re-starting DD's, etc. to keep that edginess going. I think we need to be aware of that. I used to go from one to another, but have been with my husband for many years. So it's possible to have both. Very interesting post, though, and something we should be aware of as very easy to sabotage ourselves. We are learning as we go here, and I think this is something to flag. I've never had this with peop…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2011-10-26:4661400:Comment:611142011-10-26T20:23:56.030ZPlacidiahttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/AlexSnow
I've never had this with people and relationships, but for what it's worth, I've had it with other things --- for instance, suddenly becoming obsessed with a country and wanting to learn the language and move there just because it was involved in a daydream. Usually, I've had to wait until the daydream that spawned a feeling is over for me before I can know if the feeling is genuine, but I don't know if that's practical for you in your situation.
I've never had this with people and relationships, but for what it's worth, I've had it with other things --- for instance, suddenly becoming obsessed with a country and wanting to learn the language and move there just because it was involved in a daydream. Usually, I've had to wait until the daydream that spawned a feeling is over for me before I can know if the feeling is genuine, but I don't know if that's practical for you in your situation.