Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
Ever since I got caught a couple times as a child, it's always been in my room, curtains drawn, trying not to make sounds from my pacing.
I always shut the door but I don't draw the curtains. I don't have a lot of pictures because when I am daydreaming I don't want people to "watch". Sometimes I will put something over the mirror or TV so I don't see myself. It really embarrasses me when I see myself doing this.
I used to be unable to have pictures/posters of people on my wall until I was like, fourteen or fifteen, because it was like they were watching me.
but I don't really prepare to DD, it just happens. I don't pace or anything, just sometimes mouth words or move just a little with the DD.