Comments - Family and MDD - ZO - Wild Minds network2024-03-29T02:30:37Zhttps://wildminds.ning.com/profiles/comment/feed?attachedTo=4661400%3ABlogPost%3A254918&xn_auth=noI world like to add on to wha…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2017-04-11:4661400:Comment:2551822017-04-11T15:24:32.640ZFallen Messengerhttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/fallenmessenger
I world like to add on to what Source is saying. I've told things about MD on this site i would never tell my family in a million years. But I know I can trust this community because we are all going through the same things. I feel like I relate to you especially, I am the poster child of my family, dupe involved with school, straight As, and love anime. But the thing that sets us apart, that sets me apart from most MDers is that I've learned how to control my MD and use it as a crutch in my…
I world like to add on to what Source is saying. I've told things about MD on this site i would never tell my family in a million years. But I know I can trust this community because we are all going through the same things. I feel like I relate to you especially, I am the poster child of my family, dupe involved with school, straight As, and love anime. But the thing that sets us apart, that sets me apart from most MDers is that I've learned how to control my MD and use it as a crutch in my life. And since we're so similar I want to tell you that you CAN trust this community with your deepest darkest feeling and secrets about MD. And I say "MD" instead of "MDD" because I no longer believe we suffer from a mental disorder. I believe in hopeful thinking (not wishful thinking) ans believe that I you integrate this into your life you may be able to trust more in this community and be able to open up more to your family in your life. You can always keep MD as your little secret from your family, but I believe that because of this you no longer believe you can trust your family with anything. I see you going down this spiral of enclosure and hate. YOU need to pull yourself out now to sac yourself from losing all hope in this world! I am not judging you, as I said earlier, we are shockingly similar. I love all MDers with a sort of brotherly-Like love. So please listen to what I'm saying and don't get offended. It took me a long time to get out of the state you are in. I was once in your Sam spot and did pull myseld out of it, and frankly, I put a loaded gun to my head and had to make a choice. Ever since I chose to live, I learned hope from one of my most trusted friends, she saved my life. If you do not have a friend like this, allow this community to be your friend and give you hope. MD is not a burden once you know how to control it. Please don't take offense. And please ask me ANY questions you have with MD, I really don't want you to be into the same situation I was in and give up. Choose hope. Choose to live. Choose to trust in what I'm saying. You say that you barely trust…tag:wildminds.ning.com,2017-04-04:4661400:Comment:2551302017-04-04T20:54:08.642ZCamoranhttps://wildminds.ning.com/profile/Source
<p>You say that you barely trust this community, and yet you trust us with even more information than you did your sister. Something drives you to have more faith in strangers on the internet than in your kin. Perhaps you hope to encounter people with no bias because they knew little to nothing about you?</p>
<p>But that's alright. The purpose of this site is research, sharing stories and trying to help each other out, not judge others.</p>
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<p>That said, how much of the "judgement" you…</p>
<p>You say that you barely trust this community, and yet you trust us with even more information than you did your sister. Something drives you to have more faith in strangers on the internet than in your kin. Perhaps you hope to encounter people with no bias because they knew little to nothing about you?</p>
<p>But that's alright. The purpose of this site is research, sharing stories and trying to help each other out, not judge others.</p>
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<p>That said, how much of the "judgement" you feel from others actually comes from others? Is it other people constantly looking down at you and laughing internally with malevolence, or simply your idea of them doing it taking over all reason?</p>
<p>There is no understanding without self-reflection, but self-reflection can become too strong at times. What do you think of yourself, deep down? How strong is that feeling? Is it strong enough that it reaches out of itself and gets projected on other people?</p>
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<p>I don't require an answer. These are questions to be asked and answered to yourself first.</p>