Where wild minds come to rest
Hey all my fellow DDers: Does this site help or hinder? I am conflicted. I want to stop but, not really. I hate missing life and feeling unfulfilled, yet I love the escape of real life dding gives me.
Such conflicting emotions: guilt, confusion and frustration. I feel like my life is never really one way or the other. Just a jumble of ups and downs.
DDing has become some sort of therapy for when everything that is "real" is out of control, it is the one thing I can control.
Some of the blogs on this site help to encourage me to stop while others move me to continue.
Today I am a complete mess! DDing all day then getting frustrated 'cause my "real life" sucks: TODAY.
Let me know your thoughts.