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Did anybody else feel really scared waking up from MDD? How did everybody else experience this? I feel like I got a hell of a lot to make up for.

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Comment by Fallen Messenger on May 24, 2017 at 9:45am

When I "wake up" it's like my shield of oblivion is ripped off and I see how distant I truly am from others. It's not a matter of being scared for me, it's a matter of being embarrassed for who I am.

Comment by Jessica Ballantyne on May 23, 2017 at 7:34am

Yeah on Monday, when I realized I had to let got of MDD. It just wasn't the same. It was an interesting world full of movements, magic, colors and music. Almost as if my MDD had a life of it's own. Now I realize that this is truly life on earth. You can't run and you can't hide. Everything REAL just looks as it looks.

Comment by Source on May 23, 2017 at 6:33am
My daydreaming had grown into an immense flood that kept my senses jammed. When it vanished, the resulting void hit me in full force from all directions. It was the undeniable realization of how much damage the flood had done, a realization powerful enough to subvert my mentality so quickly that I only noticed the change after it was already done.
Comment by MatthewR on May 23, 2017 at 12:42am

I felt depressed and hopeless. I have a terrible feeling of dread that makes me retreat into a daydream when things get overwhelming. The thought of all that time spent and lost...it just makes me want to go numb. I'm working on staying present and letting go of that power fantasy that keeps distracting me from real life. it's so much easier and gratifying to sink into my imagination. I wasted my weekend in this way, and i regret it. So i guess i sometimes feel like i'm just spinning my wheels, that nothing's changed despite my efforts to stop. This is part of my experience waking up from MDD.     

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