I happened upon some fan fiction on my current romantic interest in my daydreams & I SO should not have read any of that. As pathetic as it sounds, reading about him being intimate with another woman made me feel sick. I know it sounds silly; he's a character on a (now canceled) TV series. Fans of the show are bound to write about his character. I guess I just need to stay away from reading the ones of him being paired with someone else.