Perpetual State of Infatuation

[mida]

So my MDD is primarily related to relationships.

I have this thing where I MUST be infatuated with someone. Otherwise I just feel empty.

So I've basically been in love with several someones (three at a time, at most) for the past ten years or so.

Is anyone else like this?

[mida]

My attachments tend to be fictional people. I just found out his writers are pairing him with someone else so I am in a kind of void just now. I know from the past ~10 years of my life now that what I have to do now is find someone new. I think I can most easily achieve flow by fixating on a guy. But I wish I could access an easier way to achieve flow. I don't want to risk my heart breaking again.

[Dusty]

YES I AM EXACTLY LIKE THIS.

Except I have no current crush so I feel really empty. I haven't had a proper crush for about a year :C. So I don't know what to feel.

The last crush I had sucked so much. We actually went on one date but then we never hung out again (he didn't show interest) and he got a girlfriend. So I decided that would be my last ever crush, because I didn't want it happening again. I'm starting to question if it's worth the numb feeling to not have crushes though, even if they hurt :/

[OhMyMagenta]

Absolutely! My daydreams revolve around romantic attachments. Sometimes it's easier, if not preferable, to reality.

[Gin]

yes! even if it is someone from a movie!

[Mишка (Miska)]

Yep sounds familiar.....

[Tulpa461]

Yeah, it's definitely easier to zone out as a way of dealing with emotional issues.