Mdd leads My Depression!

[Silla Bakht]

I am totally ,confused and a low I.Q girl.She has no passion ,no life,no friend and even not willing to do anything.She has just high quality dreams but not willing to make it happen.Try to just pass day and nights.Has a poor educational background.And change the thoughts with time.No family and extremely depressed and no hope from life.I used the word no family( means no one understands me) .They don't understands my problem.They have no solution how to stop it.When someone pushed me then for a very short time. Mdd stop then again it mix with my life.I hate it.But can't live without it. Sometimes i think that i am a mental person.Even some people think about me same.I think it's a curse. I make plans ,scedules to meke my life busy and tough but all are useless.I have no control on my minf.i am totally confused and as the days passes it leads my depression.

[Silla Bakht]

when i am depressed i used it.It's a medicine for me.But when I want and when there is any need to be practical then i failed.Thanks for your suggestions Sarah Anderson .I know it's not impossible to balance mdd with my life.But i depress usually when i try to do something and i couldn't that makes me full time mad.Thanks for your comment Elude too.