Anxious

[Enoch Sunrise]

So after much advice from several of you whom I talked to in chat recently. I managed to open up to my partner about playing DnD. He had to approach me first but I was able to open up. Now though I'm anxious and nearly on the verge of tears. He told me yesterday that i need to bring it up because he will forget to think about it and that because I had done so well cleaning the house up that I deserved it and he owed it to me. He said we would get to play tomorrow(which is tonight). But he slept poorly last night and is tired and needs to take a nap if he will be able to play. The trouble is is he's having a hard time napping. And now I'm getting all upset cause he said we would play but now it's looking like we're not going to get to play. And he works 3-10 so he doesn't get home till late and then he can't play. Which means we won't have another chance till next Tuesday or Wednesday.

Well, I just needed to vent and say this somewhere cause I don't want to go to him and upset him with how disappointed i am that we don't get to play.