Annoyed

[OhMyMagenta]

Daydreaming is one of the few things I look forward to doing. It keeps me sane & makes me happy to an extent. I don't have much variation in my life, so any change throws off my DD game. Recently, someone from my past resurfaced & expressed interest in me; said he had always been interested actually, since we first met nearly 14 years ago. One of the reasons I DD is because I'm terrified of putting myself out there & risking giving my heart to someone, only to inevitably be hurt. I want to try, especially with this person. The love interests in my DD are safe; I know they love me & I'm not being deceived. When reality steps in, I'm forced WAY out of my comfort zone. What's worse is I can't really DD because I'm so unfocused. The relationships in my DD are important to me & it's irritating when I can't get into it because of a real world distraction. That's all. Just needed to vent.

[Richard Quest]

DDing is good for therapy, but one needs to know when to stop it in order to live in the real world. I limit myself with DDing to only drawings and paintings so I have to go out in that zone of the uncomfortable. I know you'll be okay! :D