A Poem I Wrote About MD

[Jennifer]

I'm back. :P

So, basically I just related living with MD to drowning in a deserted ocean with no one there to help. I feel as if I'm drowning in my MD, and everyone in my family doesn't understand the depth and seriousness of my condition. (Not that it's serious, but I do feel like I need help.) I try to address the fact that only medication can stop this, but there isn't any known cure for MD yet.

Also, I hope to turn this into a song someday, so that's why there's a repeating chorus. I hope you like! =)

 

My Forbidden Fantasy

Whispering to myself in the dark,

Pacing around aimlessly,

Gives me an undetermined spark

If you knew my secret, would you be afraid of me?

Someone save me from my weakness;

Set me free

 

All these years of confusion,

Swimming around in an endless sea,

Wondering what life could really be

Without this disease in me

Slowly I’m drowning underneath this tide

Wondering if, in reality,

Years ago, I have already died

 

All of the future plans I had for me,

Everything I ever wanted to one day see myself be

Is merely just a daydream

Slowly eating me,

Slowly destroying my personality

 

If only someone could take this away from me

And help me as I painfully

 Fall back into reality

This is not what a harmless girl is meant to be

Turn your head away; I do not want you to see

Everything that’s wrong with this real me

If only you could see who I am

In my only daydream

 

All these years of confusion,

Swimming around in an endless sea,

Wondering what life could really be

Without this disease in me

Slowly I’m drowning underneath this tide

Wondering if, in reality,

Years ago, I have already died

 

Thrashing around, losing the ground,

I try and come up for air

Throw me a life jacket,

Lift me into the lifeboat

Stop this madness,

Come near me if you dare

But to just leave me here treading water wouldn’t be fair

 

All these years of confusion,

Swimming around in an endless sea,

Wondering what life could really be

Without this disease in me

Slowly I’m drowning underneath this tide

Wondering if, in reality,

Years ago, I have already died

Xxx Jennifer Lynn. :)

 

[Jennifer]

Hello everyone,

Thank you all very much for your kind words about the poem. I'm really glad it could touch many of you and make you feel something. Your comments were really kind and really touched my heart! :) Thank you very much. :)

[Tila]

Amazing, Gets the point across very effectively. I really feel something when I read this poem. :)

[Wish Upon A Wish]

It's really lovely, really sweet. I'd love to hear you sing it! 

And, quoting DustyRose, you really have a way with words. 

[Dusty]

I really enjoyed your poem, really did put into words something that I and I'm sure many of us have felt. You really have a way with words :3.

[Jennifer]

Ms. Roobles, thank you for the words of kindness! Your compliments really mean a lot to me, and I'm always happy to read comments from you because you're so nice and motivating. :) Thank you!

[Roobles]

Hi :-)

Really nice !!! Would love to hear it sung by you too.

How long did it take you to do?

It's makes me want to daydream lol about drowning in the sea lol but that's what md'ers do daydream about things they seen.

You got lots of promising talent singer and song writer I will be first to buy ur album

Xx