After finishing my latest reply to Eretaia's giant 4-part post, I went to read my first ever post on this site, just for the heck of it. I think I'm a bit shocked by how low I have sunk since then.

Here I was, a couple of minutes ago, expecting to find childish ranting and general bulls- like usually happens when I read my old posts. Now I think I really need to do something. So what is that something, you may wonder.

Oh, that's the fun part. How about a guessing…

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This post here was initially just a comment which I wanted to leave under my last post, but then it all just exploded and I decided to make it a separate post.

First of all, I wanted to thank you all for the replies in my previous posts. I want you to know that I really appreciate that you're reading these short texts and that you share your own experience - it's somehow empowering. Surprisingly.

It feels nice to know that I'm not alone with this, that there are other people…

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I didn't know that this... all of this existed until a few days ago. I actually found out about it through a tag in a blog post. I've been epic daydreaming for as long as I can remember. I jog/run when I do and have injured myself multiple times including a broken toe. I honestly thought I was alone in this. 

So I feel like I need to just rant a bit tonight.......

For months now, I've been feeling like I can't quite get a handle on my actual real life, and I can't figure out why. For once, it's not because of DD.

I haven't actually been able to really immerse myself in DD for.... months and months really. I made myself quit because it was a bad time in my life and I needed some space to sort things out. Some parts of my life have become unexpectedly great --…

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My brother came down from New York because he was not feeling too good, last week. Ever since then our guest bedroom is full because a lady is staying with us until she gets back on her feet so he has to stay in my room :( I do hope he feels better...soon. I have loft beds...it's like the bottom bed is a queen size and transforms into a couch and the top is a twin size. I sleep on the top bunk now. He…

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1. Time goes by very fast.

 

My virtual Sim named Tony was an adult when I started to play the game and now he will become old in just 5 virtual days. Well, he had a successful career, many lovers and a great son, so Tony lived his life quite well.

 

Anyway, this life is very short. I mean the real life. Every virtual reality is just a reflection of our real reality.

 

Take a few minutes and remember the times when you were a kid, playing…

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I want to share my graduation exam story to reveal a brilliant aspect of the brain. 

We got a month to prepare for the exam. Obviously everyone learned all year, but this extra month was considered to be the time when everyone " gets ready for the exam ". However, I was not one of those people. No one would believe how I spent this month and I know it. It is possible that even I wouldn't believe it if someone else would tell me this. 

While everyone else was…

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I've written the introduction to a story based on a DD that I've just started writing (I haven't got very far and it'll probably be unrecognisable once I've edited it). Here it is. Please comment/leave constructive criticism

When our ancestors first escaped the catastrophe, they fled to the corners of our island, to the North and to the West. Unable to use the roads which the Order controlled, they travelled by sea, and thus the first…

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Life. My life. What is it and what does it mean? 21 years old and at her community college with no end in sight or any real plan. *shrugs* I have so many dreams and wishes about my life but not the patience to endure the years getting there; if I get there of course.



The college education, the high paying dream job, the husband, the house, the kids. One would think all these things could be achieved by the age of thirty. Unfortunately the nine years I have to achieve this list seems… Continue

I had my last final yesterday, so I'm officially in Spring Break.  I'm going through severe anxiety because all the news reports say there's supposed to be a "twin earthquake" to the one in Japan over here, and there's no way my cats and I would survive.  I can't imagine surviving and losing them.  They're such good little souls.  So sweet.  In fact, Grendel's waking up & going to be howling for love in a second.  

 

Aside from that, I find myself very listless.  I'm not…

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