hi  I am 35 years old , I got MD since I was 13 years old as a teenage I loved  daydreaming , it all started  from my school , I was in love with a girl and I proposed her to be my gf,  unfortunately  I got  rejected, so I started to day dream about her, I found it  to be interesting and pleasurable, I was happy to say  at least I didn’t  get rejected in my dreams, so I started encouraging  my DD’s  and then I started dreaming  of other girls, this habit of  my went uncontrolled and…

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ive wanted to learn how to lucid dream for a while now but everytime i try  fail. but i seriously want to get the hang of it now because i think itd be really cool to lucid dream and see my characters and stuff. im going to bed soon so i hope i can tonight. i will tell you all about it whenever i lucid dream finally.

Well i always thought that listening to music and walking was my trigger.



Through this special month (ramadan) i uavestopped listening to music in order to get closer to god.



At first it was hard as when i walked to work everything i heared spooked me!!

But it stoped me dding for 2 whole days then my mind weby into dd ovetime. I stoped walking to work but found i would dd at work and bot get work done.



I now have found my trigger point....



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I got a wild hair to do a search on my problem of daydream and involuntary hand movement. I found links on maladaptive daydreaming. yeah a name for it, I identify with all the symptoms just too bad not much research on it. I've done it my whole life, even as a baby. when I day dream I'm gone totally in the movie in my head and I move my hands. I can't see my hands or much anything else. but sometimes the noise of my fingers rubbing together "wakes" me up. Sometimes I even let out a squeek.…

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Has anyone ever tried cognitive therapy for MDD?  Where or how did you try it?  How does it work?  Thx.

This video reminded me of myself and MD. Its in Japanese but has subs. :)





She reminds me of myself because I guess her having a radio intena is just like me with my headphones. The fact how she doesn't like reality and wants to escape it. How she "creates" he own world and comrades and wants to protect it is just like me. Though I would like to stop my dd I have become a little attached I guess because it's a "perfect world". It like the girl is playing god. She knows its not… Continue

My cousin finally left at around 12:30 and me and my friend were going to sleep. My mom,stepdad,aunt, and uncle were out drinking and me and my bff here decides it would be a great

Idea to get drunk. They came home drunk too and we were watching a bob marley documentary and

A Cameron Diaz movie and my aunts a hilarious drunk AHAHAHAH

idk why I'm telling you this part but it was funny. Me and my friend had 2 beers when they passed out in bed and we were so out of it. Then for some… Continue

I've been in Florida for the past 2 weeks and I brought my friend so I wouldn't be bored. But since I have a friend here I don't have any time for myself to sit alone and daydream For a bit. The beach is about 15 minutes away and that's about the only time I get to daydream, besides before I go to bed. Now my 2 year old and 6 year old cousins (who wake up VERY early) are here and my friend and I have to sleep on the pull out couch in the living room.....which means I have to wait for EVERYONE… Continue

I listen to lots of artists and different types of music in various languages I have over 2000 songs in my iPod at the moment after losing so many songs a long time ago that I can't seem to get back :/

Most of the time each song triggers a specific DD depending on what fictional characters or stories im into at the time, and sometimes it's just my own music video for the song playing in my head.



As for now , I'm in love with the band Blind Pilot. I discovered them two years ago… Continue

Still neglecting this site.

Ooops.

I told my best friend about MDD.

We were both quite drunk. And we haven't mentioned it sense. I don't remember what her reaction was and I don't think she remembers me telling her. In a way I'm glad. I dunno if I'm really ready for her to know yet. 

I can't get out of my head. It's been non stop dd lately. I'm not complaining but I don't understand the increase of daydreaming. I dunno what has caused it. 

     It's all really frustrating with me. I know what I'm doing wrong, and I know how to fix it, I just don't. I hate myself for that. I feel like I have no self-control or will-power. The thing with me is I always have a plan of action, if you asked me any question, I could give you a life-saving answer, btu the doing part, it's harder. I'm just getting tired of everything.

 

    Today I've been a raging B word to say the least. My cousin & aunt came over and I wasn't…

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