A little while ago, a video popped up on my dash on Tumblr. I watched it and at first found it amusing- I had never considered the idea of someone belly dancing to techno. But I watched it. And later, I watched it again. And I saw another by the same girl, and then watched all the videos from another girl too.

And I think I've discovered my new favourite thing, and will (hopefully!) be soon learning to belly dance. And the dancing has basically taken over my daydreams (which is kind…

How do you get on fan fic? 

And is anyone reading Outlander series?

Hey Everyone, I haven't been on here for a long time but I've been having some deep thoughts so I was just wondering if many of you feel the same way. Do you guys ever feel as if your entire life is fake? I feel like the only place of comfort is in my own room. I go to the grocery store, I feel insecure. I feel like everyone's watching me but somehow I pull myself out of that feeling of insecurity. I feel like I can't be my true self with anybody. Nobody truly knows me. They only know the a…

 right now i did not felt like studying and i was daydreaming again so  that is the reason i am on this site right now writing this blog ,,,,,,,,,,coming to this site motivates me to stop daydreaming,,,,,but right now i think it is more of a excuse not to study thats it,,,,,,,,, ,,,,,,,,,,,

I haven't been very active on the site, even though I wanted to be. I've been really occupied with school and trying very hard to keep interest in... Well, anything. From my last blog entry, a lot has changed.

I've been diagnosed with severe General and Social Anxiety, Depressive Disorder and Panic Attack disorder. When the new Diagnosis information/book comes out on ADHD my psychiatrist and therapist would also like to discuss that possibility, since the majority of symptoms…

When I daydream I do it throughout the whole day....in between other things that are going on.....I feel like anything can be a trigger....sometimes I have mini daydreams  then longer ones....when I have short ones I don't even realize im doing it...I feel like anything can be trigger