aprelle
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MDD or Schiz?

Started this discussion. Last reply by aprelle Nov 16, 2016. 2 Replies

I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia in 2012.  I am on the antipsychotic Haldol (shot and pill) and antidepressant Welbutrin (pill). Right now I'm having a daydream about people calling me…Continue

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Negative Daydreams Continued

Posted on May 17, 2014 at 3:57am 4 Comments

A girl is going around announcing she's atheist.  She strikes me as being an arrogant show off.  She says she's proud to be atheist because it makes her different.  I'm jealous because I'm not allowed to be different.  I'm forced to be conventional.  She said "you're just jealous of me because I'm different."  I'm infuriated.  All my life I have been different but now I'm forced to be normative.  People were jealous of me because I was a free spirit, a hippie.  Now I'm being accused of being…

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Negative Daydreams III

Posted on February 5, 2014 at 11:48pm 1 Comment

I try to explain to Malcolm X that I'm not a gold digger, but I that speak in defense of women who are.  Men are allowed to use women for sex but women aren't allowed to use men for their money.  That's not fair.  So he forces me to get married.  I say I would rather be independent.  He says I told you so.  He says ok then!  As in worry about yourself.  I'm a feminist so I worry about other women.  

Negative Daydreams II

Posted on February 5, 2014 at 9:44am 3 Comments

Malcolm X is following me everywhere.  He's breathing down my neck.  He's interrogating me about my religion.  He keeps interrupting me.  He says he doesn't respect me.  I think he doesn't respect me because I'm different.  We're watching feminist porn.  He says what's the difference between that and regular porn.  I try to explain to him that for one thing with feminist porn the women are the producers and more importantly they have orgasms whereas in regular porn the women are faking it.…

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Negative Daydreams

Posted on December 6, 2013 at 8:38pm 3 Comments

Lauren is humiliating me in front of a large group of people.  I call her insecure.  She shouts "sorry you feel that way!'  She is mocking me.  She says she thinks I'm incredibly lazy.

Malcolm X is my father.  I am forced to choose between Christianity and Islam when I would rather not belong to any organized religion.  I tell him I want to be a Latin American Studies professor.  He lectures me on why I need to become an Afro American Studies professor.  I tell him I've been…

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